Still not done with my art work for VGen, I spend 10 hours on stream until OBS Crashed.
Juji Udaki
@jujiudaki.bsky.social
Artist / Streamer / 90s gamer girl! 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 My art is to not be trained on! 👉 https://www.twitch.tv/jujiudaki 👉 https://vgen.co/jujiudaki/characters
Wishing things would be more positive rather than right or wrong.
Will upload new art soon, I've been feeling sick from the weather changing to wind rain and cold but also overworking myself and my depression of course anxiety too! But fear not I will try and make a comeback.
A healthy balance of references when doing art always helps for example if your goals are to draw a rose get 5 references of a rose and try to understand why you are drawing a pedal the way it looks and notice patterns.
I have learned, that I shouldn't be myself.. i hate people i hate how i cannot be me I guess I am just a entertainer not someone who can be dated or even a genuine friendship i just hate me
Head hurts from drawing, its the first time I've ever drawn something and cry over how beautiful it is. I dont think I will ever be able to finish it as I look and cry 😢
I try my best to be in places I am wanted in, noticed I don't fit into many places where others do care I am around. Was suicidal a few days ago but recovering. to my "surprise" not many cared. I don't understand why it is so hard to make genuine human connections anymore where I am wanted and valid
Dam, I wish deforesting would stop. It sucks.
MadGreek 🧿@madgreek2024.bsky.social · 3w agoThis was the video I was looking for yesterday to post. I follow Joshua Wright on instagram because we are both passionate about saving old trees. This was an ancient forest valley that was recently logged on Vancouver Island. They cut down one of the largest Yellow Cedar tree in Canada. 😢
Looking for any #Vtuber collabs I can do who are into a lesbian trans girl who is also a cyber witch. Let me know so I can get in contact!
Lately I have been mentally struggling really hard including my physical health. My depression has been making things worse just like my anxiety as well. I really cannot explain this well, but I have feelings about people and others but I feel like a walking mirror unable to speak and have someone
Vgen Challenge Paradise based on Alice and wonderland! #art #artist #vgen #artchallenge #digitalartist
Will be streaming art soon, I need to finish my ramen soon. sadly ran out of udon T^T
Not going to stream, too much anxiety and depression.. I am sorry
I have an entire training arc of art I need to do, lots of quick poses and gestures to learn. I keep forgetting to do grayscale first and over use noise a lot as it is my main tool for art creation. My characters also feel out of place rather in a place / space they occupy.
Going through a lot of severe depression, but I will try my best to post new art when I can.
I would love to draw something for pride month, although I find it hard to draw something in a way that I can connect to in a pride like way. Most art I do is complex and trying to simplify a idea that also feels like me can be really challenging. If anyone has ideas let me know.
What gives me anxiety when doing art? Trying to understand how to finish something when I don't know what it is I am missing or doing wrong with it.
❣️WILD CHIBI STAR APPEARS ✨⭐️ ~ She excited to meet you! Rig and art done by StarFlufVT (with guidance and support from @jujiudaki.bsky.social 🏳️⚧️
