Rileyeth 🩵 🔜 ✨MEGAPLEX✨

@kaiijumon.bsky.social

25♈️ | She/Her 🏳️‍⚧️| ADHD | I can draw!!sometimes.. ✍️ | 🔞 no minors, zoos, or pedos | FUCK AI, PICK UP A PENCIL | happily taken🩵💛

Am I too prideful? When I don’t come to work because I feel nauseated at 2AM? Because I don’t want to put that burden on others? Am I unreliable when it takes a week to get it figured out and feel better? When I try to come in anyways and wind up throwing up? Thought I was trying to be good.

Can’t stop waking up at 3 am being nauseous, and now work is saying they can’t count on me. Like I enjoy calling out or puking on the side of I-4 in ~100° weather. 😒 I want to get this shit figured out or I need a career change, it’s so debilitating. I promise I’m alive, just going thru it rn 😞

Bled again from my injection, but I didn’t pass out this time!! It was more annoying than anything lmao I feel like I could be doing better, I’m just not sure what I do differently. I’ve had some injections be seamless, and I wanna get back to that ;w;