Seville: lets play tuoys
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Seville • 29 ENG / 日本語 • NSFW reposts • unmarked spoilers may bite randos, please be polite if i don't know you ask me about the other people rattling around in here 💕 @srarticuno.bsky.social 🫵 https://millenniumsmessiah.carrd.co/
Have you ever just wanted to start screaming and just never, ever stop.
man. i am just a walking bundle of nerves and flesh moving through the motions of life and occasionally get sparks of understanding just slightly strong enough to impart sentience to me. and it is agonizing, and i wretch it back out every single time.
I don't have the courage to say so on that post, but. It's fun drawing meeee!!
god i hate feeling just straight up broken. viscerally no more functional than a shattered toy left in the toy bin from nostalgia but forever unable to fulfill original purpose or look as i should i kept so much shit pent up inside me for so long i feel like i'm shattering further
this is the last huge thing i did and i think about it sometimes. that was. YEARS ago
slowly working out the fact that i need to socialize with people more than i have done the past year or so, and that if i do not do so i will actually suffocate but i am also not going back to twitter no matter what happens! so now what
sweating. looking through my bsky. i don't remember any of this. haha. uhh. wow that dissociative disorder sure does dis the order
#artfight time again! html update means major overhauls to the profiles i feel good about having this year (though i'm still not done... haha!) once again targeting megaten characters this year! artfight.net/~KelSevi
man i have GOT to start socializing again or i'm going to actually explode i know if i try to get back into the rp scene i'll struggle to keep up with it... but... but... u
*These Zabis are Pissing me off *I'm the original Charwalker
