kiso soup (maya)

@kiso.club

21, chronically a disaster. vent acct 🇵🇷🏳️‍⚧️ hot angry leftist. fuck hierarchy she/her (( <o> || STAY WOKE ))

i always open my photos like “maybe i’ll post some nice selfies today!” because i take photos of myself somewhat regularly but i forget that a large portion of them are of my butt. i just have a nice butt :(

i just watched project hail mary and i think my brain chemistry has been permanently changed. my god. fucking brilliant movie. i need to chug some water to compensate for all the tears i just let out

it’s hitting me how much astigmatism sucks. my girlfriend has to read every single sign we look at out loud for me because i just can’t see anything. what do you mean you can see CRATERS on the MOON. i see a white and grey circle my glasses try to correct my astigmatism and it still isn’t enough 🫩

looking at my sh scars and thinking about how crazy it is that the thing my mom was the most focused on back then was trying to push me to use cream to get rid of the scars because she thought they were “ugly”. as if that’s what was important. also don’t call your kid ugly??? the fuck

sometimes i feel kinda decent, but other times, like tonight, i wish someone would just put me down like a dog. and i don’t even know why. maybe i just resent myself so much that i don’t need much of a reason anymore. i don’t think i’ll ever feel like i actually deserve to be alive

It is obvious to me that AI has immense destructive power, but I don't really think the people dismissing these concerns as 'marketing' are doing so because they are uninformed or as 'cope.' I think the AI industry's historical capacity for puffery is informing these takes.

it’s impossible to have energy for anything when media conglomerates are doing everything in their power to paint you and your people like you’re the cause of everything bad in the world. i’m not sure why i even bother getting out of bed at this point.

if you see a white man in his 20s praising god *every time* he posts on social media, there is at least a 60% chance he is an abuser or rapist 😭

doom just got an update that allows DLSS frame generation **x6** and i just. can’t imagine playing an fps with almost all of the frames being fucking fake. the final boss of input delay. SURELY NVIDIA WON’T KEEP RAISING IT. RIGHT..?

i was hoping that i’d be less of an angry person after starting e but i actually want to split the fucking planet in half tonight. everything is pissing me off. people make me want to scream

thinking that israel isn’t committing a genocide when you can go on any social media platform and see palestinian toddlers with their heads blown open is sick and wretched