⛧ Koda 🔞

@kodahotter.bsky.social

koda | 34 | they | 🔞 | cow | sometimes draws porn

I need a mutual to sneak into my house and attempt to kill me so my nervous system either a) actually knows what it feels like to be in real danger to help break me the fuck out of executive dysfunction, or b) is dead and can't feel like it's in danger anymore

Sorry I haven't been keeping up with anybody Genuinely in one hell of a depressive funk Please remember that I still care about you all, I'm just really struggling to care about myself and it's contaminating everything

On the brighter side of things, I thought of some really hot things I could write using the token of Armadyl and the intense feedback loop you could create with the WG's post-edicts receptivity to his gaze Maybe instead of digital art, you'll all get to read some of my authored porn instead

Man, you'd think not working would be a lot more fun, but all I'm doing is constantly stressing about not having any income / living in a crumbling fascist country, and dissociating from my problems I'm drinking a lot more than I used to too, lmao