Lady Random

@ladyrandomvt.bsky.social

🌸Twitch: https://twitch.tv/ladyrandomvt 🌼Links: https://ladyrandom.carrd.co 🌷FFXIV Player ADHD/BPD

It's been a tough week. The depression and hopelessness have been really bad. It's really hard, but I can't keep sitting around feeling sorry for myself. A week off was enough so I'll be streaming Fri. 2 PM EST. Sorry I was gone so long.

I spent most of last night thinking about ways to end my miserable existence. I can’t support myself and I feel like I’ve got nothing to live for. It’s like I’m trapped in a never ending cycle and things don’t get better. I need to fix myself. Taking a break for now. I’m sorry.

I’m keeping to myself mostly because I don’t want to bring anybody else down with me. I wish I could control the depressive episodes and mood swings, but I can’t. I also can’t fake positivity. I know it happens way too often and I’m sorry for that.

Moving stream to Friday or Saturday. My mental health isn’t any better. Had to keep myself from crying on stream yesterday. I know it’s pathetic, but I’m really struggling right now. I’m sorry.

The official trailer for ‘The Saga of Rex’ has been released. The indie hand-drawn feature was solo-animated by Michel Gagné over the course of 14 years. Releasing in 2027.

Thank you to everyone that stopped by the stream. I’m sorry I was so sad today. I can’t always control the mood swings, but I’ll do my best to cheer up for tomorrow. I just get so down on myself. Next stream Weds 2PM EST.

Thank you to everyone that stopped by the stream. Always grateful for that. Sorry I didn’t go longer; couldn’t take the headache anymore. Will try to stream tomorrow at 2PM EST.

I know I'm not always entertaining, but I do at least try my best. Also, trying not to beat myself up right now because my brain is being bad. Next stream will be Friday or Saturday. It's going to depend on how I feel.

This is how Lady feels both mentally and physically so no stream today. 😢 Will try to stream Tuesday at 2PM EST! Thank you for continuing to support me even though I don't really deserve it. 😭🙏

Pain is bad and is making me extremely nauseous -it’s worse than it was a couple days ago. There isn’t much I can do about it that I’m not already doing. I don’t know if I can stream tomorrow. I will try if I’m feeling better. 😞

if you enjoy my art and are able, i need help with rent this month ($510)... you can give through my patreon monthly patreon.com/sproutsnout (i'm almost done with a digital zine for all tiers!) or a single payment through my tip jar ko-fi.com/sproutsnout thank you sorry thank you sorry 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

charlie davis 🌱🐽 comms open!@sproutsnout.com · last mo.

we've always been friends 🥚🥚

colorful digital crayon picture of a yoshi (green dinosaur) and birdo (pink bow-wearing dinosaur) hatching from their eggs. they seem excited to see each other!