I scratched my face in my sleep again.. I hate dreaming about home

i think of the psych ward as a cozy little vacation

I need to shut up I think

I struggle to believe I own anything, even now, because I'm so used to my things getting destroyed and thrown away by my b!mother.. or stolen my my twin. I have my own room full of my own things, and yet I just.. don't feel like any of it belongs to me.. or us..

I can't drink, because the medication I'm on will make the alcohol potentially kill me by lowering my blood pressure too much. I want to cvt but I was.. kinda in trouble the last time I did it. I want to smoke but I can't until ⛈️ wakes up and it's currently 4am.. I want d><m but it's too soon..

I hate my parents. I didn't deserve to go through what they put me through, and it's not fair that I had to raise myself and my sister

Why does weed fix everything? (It’s fucked up)

how to like myself google

Woke up not feeling great mentally.. idk

I don’t know if I’ve been doing good, or if I’ve been bad today.. it feels like both

Forevever mourning the fact that I used to have the balance and coordination of a dancer, even just when I just walked, to the point of getting random compliments from people.. and now I'm like a newborn baby fawn ;-;

Wanted to show off this bad boy because it's getting close to October~

‼️ prescription meds ‼️ ⛈️ Got me a pill case for my emergency and as needed meds so I won't have to carry around a bunch of pill bottles in my bag/pockets ;;

Today is a music at full volume kind of day..

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I WANT LIZ LISA SOO BAD WHY AREN'T I RICH 🥺

Furisode rental by e-kimono-rental.jp, Japan

I need some fucking whiskey oh my fucking lord

I fucking love sad music I love being sad I find comfort in misery and sadness

…神様なんていないよ。 #NEEDY_GIRL_OVERDOSE #NEEDY_pic #nso

whenever i post a joke its like this

Lucky Star: Please Laugh

ALT: Lucky Star: Please Laugh

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it’s one of those days where I don’t even feel like me, I don’t even know how to describe it but it’s. Unpleasant

I'm trying my best to keep up with my friends but man it's hard ;;

K-On! Yui Hirasawa Crying Scene

ALT: K-On! Yui Hirasawa Crying Scene

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I got myself a blood bad (candy) as a treat, (because I keep having to go to the pharmacy for fuck ups in the system), but I didn't feel like eating it and instead just stuck it on my wall lmao

My vitamin E levels are so low that it explains why my cvts and injuries from like literally forever ago haven't healed yet.. damn

I don't really feel like taking care of/being good to myself today..

I need a biopsy on my leg, as well as a sweat test that literally no one else around the area has heard of because it's so rare.. ugh I just feel like ass and might just end up co-fronting in the back with some people who are tougher than me (lmao)

I have had my water and pickle juice.. I feel so much better oh my gODS

Raine 森@landmineguy.bsky.social · 2d ago

Had to medically fast for my appointment, and I'm low-key dying because I need salt and water to regulate my shit, and I'm not allowed to have it from like 1am to even now.. I feel dehydrated.. dizzy and fainty.. and it's ASS I need pickle juice and like a shit ton of water ASAP

@my-daisy.bsky.social SPAM!!! WAAAAAH🫂💚🥺

Had to medically fast for my appointment, and I'm low-key dying because I need salt and water to regulate my shit, and I'm not allowed to have it from like 1am to even now.. I feel dehydrated.. dizzy and fainty.. and it's ASS I need pickle juice and like a shit ton of water ASAP