i might have to ditch the boston hunters for the la queens tbh...

somebody call me an ambulance, i think my milk just broke

what if i get good and actually play hollow knight

mabel hasn't fronted in a while, and she's barely fronted the last couple weeks. i'm kinda worried and scared and sad about that

seepy

i am at my most bisexual when I see ryan gosling with blood on his face

built my first gunpla 😎

we are so so so dissociated and we think we have stress hives????? unless we're allergic to our new multivitamins

power word: dissociate

realizing maybe i actually do have chronic pain??? idk i thought i had the normal amount of pain but i'm realizing that uh. i'm pretty sure the normal amount of pain is supposed to be very low or even none at all maybe????? huh. what a concept.

good news: i finally have therapy tomorrow after my therapist was out last week, so hopefully we'll be back to normal* soon**

atpro backend things are always asking about the DID handle. brother, *im* still trying to get a handle on *my* DID

there is a level of nihilistic, end-of-days posting that I simply can’t get behind. I understand that shit is rough right now - navigating a volume of interlocking and frustrating systems and having to make tactical decisions around them has been especially prescient - but a continuous flood of-

“hers.” a tale of owners and ownership. archiveofourown.org/works/89724516

reminder to self: don't trust how you feel after your therapist has been out of the office for a week

I'll say it: greatest comeback in WPBL history

i put the AGP in the AAGPBL

baseball time!!!!!!!!!

🐌 the fact that i automatically think other people know better than me and that i trust their interpretation of things more than my own is definitely not healthy and is a result of my trauma stuff, but it's Also a really fun thing to play around with in kink relationships :)

🐌 pliable and soft,

it still feels wild how much more sense my life makes with the understanding that i have DID

getting two months of espn select so that i can watch women's baseball on my tv 😎

girl who's still got that weird abdominal pain 🙃

🐌 happy friday! one of my tasks for Miss Maggie @magseidolia.bsky.social is to post 3 things i'm proud of every friday! 1) we've been having weird bad dissociation with lots of switches, intrusive thoughts, and amnesia, but we've been getting thru it and taking care of ourselves 💜

🐺 we should hold hands sloppy style

it's time to #ForcefemTheSun

my girlfriends are being gay at each other on the timeline and it's so fun to watch 🥰

finsub - findomme - sugar baby is financial ntr

good news: we've had more energy lately and have been able to accomplish more basic tasks at home bad news: the bad urges are still strong and i'm worried about the combination of those with the newfound energy we're going to be okay i think, but it's scary