My Mama think she REAL grown and fine and I had to remind her real quick that she got a real one as a kid and I don’t wanna have to put a mf on they neck behind her 🤣🤣 don’t play with me 😡
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| 34 | she/they/fae. Black. Genderfluid. Polysexual. TTRPG performer & chaos fairy. Actor. Screenwriter. Watch my work on: The StrixU, TransplanarRPG, 12-Sided Stories, SS Bad Ship & more!
I love how when I casually reference “my man” or “my husband” in conversation my mother and family immediately follow that statement with “Michael B Jordan?” LMFAOOOOO Like you know what… hell yeah. Help me manifest my future 🤣
I don’t really have words. It just means the world. 🥹😭🫶🏽
Thank you. 🦋 Thank you for helping us raise $400 for Mahlia’s Fund for Crisis Services, thank you for witnessing our grief, thank you for supporting our story, thank you for bringing your hearts to the table and staring unflinchingly into the long end. Thank you for Arc 4. Thank you for Kesseki.
And the Chaos is LIVE!! Join us on @transplanarrpg.bsky.social RIGHT NOW for the Arc 4 FINALE of ❌The Chaos Protocol❌ Trust in Each Other 🕰️ twitch.tv/transplanarrpg
The Chaos Protocol is a story about grief. And because it is a story about grief, it is also a story about love; and memory; and death; and endings; and goodbyes; and the future. Arc 4 speaks about diaspora and ghosts and choices and community and survival and above all else it speaks about us. 🦋
ONE ❌ FINAL ❌ SLEEP 'til Arc 4 is all over.
FINALE ❌ TOMORROW The world itself exhales into the long dark; a stark contrast to the death throes of dust. Another name for grief is memory. Another name for grief is love. 🦋 The Chaos Protocol returns with the ✨FINAL EPISODE✨ of Arc 4 TOMORROW, Saturday (7/18) at 8pm ET on Twitch & Youtube.
Thank you all so much for tuning into our Very Serious Show™️about grief, death, and the nature of survival. It is genuinely such an incredible experience to sob and howl with laughter in the same episode. The ✨FINALE✨ of Arc 4 is this Saturday; we'll be laughing and crying there, too. See you then!
And the Chaos is LIVE!! Join us on @transplanarrpg.bsky.social RIGHT NOW for the Arc 4 Episode 29 & 30 of ❌The Chaos Protocol❌ Trust in Each Other 🕰️ twitch.tv/transplanarrpg
❌ PENULTIMATE EPISODE ❌ agony / epiphany / ghost / end / answer / stay / home / dust / apocalypse / fragment / remember / teeth / trust / rise / nothing / haunt / hope The Chaos Protocol returns with the PENULTIMATE episodes of Arc 4. Join us TONIGHT (7/11) at 8pm ET for the impossible return. 🦋
And the Chaos is LIVE!! Join us on @transplanarrpg.bsky.social RIGHT NOW for the Arc 4 Episode 27 & 28 of ❌The Chaos Protocol❌ Trust in Each Other 🕰️ twitch.tv/transplanarrpg
❌ CHAOS SATURDAY ❌ i do not mourn / for worlds we lost nor light that dies / nor dismal cost 🦋 The Chaos Protocol returns with our regularly schedule episodes this Saturday (7/4) at 8pm ET on Twitch & Youtube. Join us as the world inverts around NOVA — and the future careens toward its ending.
Thank you all so much for tuning in to our Specials; What Was & What Will. 🦋 CHAOS has always been a story about grief. A story that doesn’t seek to end, fix, or destroy grief, but to honor it as an important part of our lives. A future with grief is worth protecting, cherishing, and fighting for.
I love you fellow trans people. 🏳️⚧️ We will never stop being ourselves, we will never stop fighting, we will never make ourselves smaller, we will never disappear, we will never give up, we will never not love one another. Happy six years of Transplanar RPG, and to many more.
❌ CHAOS IS LIVE ❌ In my grief I could not see another way. This is a tragedy, like all tragedy, born from love and so much grief. WHAT WILL is starting RIGHT NOW on twitch.tv/transplanarrpg and youtube.com/@TransplanarRPG. Join us for a Journey made only to be experienced.
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Transplanar RPG is an all-transgender, POC-led dark fantasy actual-play series streaming THE CHAOS PROTOCOL on Saturdays at 8pm U.S. eastern time. Podcast episodes drop Tuesdays and Thursdays.
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❌ CHAOS SPECIAL ❌ Sorry, but you're out of Time. This isn’t your death. It’s your annihilation. 🦋 The Chaos Protocol returns with our next Arc 4 Special: What Will, this Saturday (6/27) at 8pm ET on Twitch & Youtube. Join us for what was, what could have been, and what will come to pass.
WHAT WAS WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN WHAT WILL WHAT WAS WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN WHAT WILL WHAT WAS WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN WHAT WILL WHAT WAS WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN WHAT WILL WHAT WILL WHAT WILL The Journey was made only to be experienced; find annihilation with us TONIGHT (6/27) at 8pm ET on Twitch & Youtube. ❌
Love how my friends always ping me about or drop Sinners stuff in my inbox because they know a) it’s my favorite and b) that the movie is actually more catered for and to me than probably anyone else on this planet…. and they’d be correct 🥰
I FINALLY got back into my reading bag and now I desperately wanna start a podcast or something where I just read and rate spicy urban romance novels and talk about them like a book club. I’ve read about 8-9 of them in the last maybe 2 weeks and I have a LOT of feeeelingggggssss
❤️ HAPPY JUNETEENTH! ❤️ Today we’re wishing all Black folks love, power, and liberation — may today’s celebrations be endlessly joyous! We encourage everyone to take time get educated and send support ($$$) to Black artists, creators, and community members. No one is free until we are all free!
Happy Liberation Day!! ❤️💙🤍 Take the moment to uplift your favorite Black creators. ❤️💚🖤 And may we take the time to venerate our ancestors and continue to build the world they deserved to see and experience. We not free till we all are. ✊🏽
Grief is a wild thing. One moment you can be sobbing crying and then twenty minutes later you can be crying laughing at a memory. It’s never lineal. And it never heals. Please make sure you tell the people you love, that you love them…alllllll the time. Every time you think about it. MAL🤍🕊️
And the Chaos is LIVE!! Join us on @transplanarrpg.bsky.social RIGHT NOW for the Arc 4 Special Episode of ❌The Chaos Protocol❌ “What Was” Pt. 1 Trust in Each Other 🕰️ twitch.tv/transplanarrpg
❌ CHAOS SPECIAL ❌ Go back. Go back. Go back. There is Nothing for you here. 🦋 The Chaos Protocol returns with a very important Arc 4 Special: What Was this Saturday, June 6th at 8PM ET on Twitch and Youtube. It's Time™️to go back to the Loadstar Steading — no matter what follows.
And the Chaos is LIVE!! Join us on @transplanarrpg.bsky.social RIGHT NOW for the Arc 4 Episode 25 and 26 of ❌The Chaos Protocol❌ Trust in Each Other 🕰️ twitch.tv/transplanarrpg
❌ CHAOS IS LIVE! ❌ It was always going to be a tragedy. And like all good tragedy; it was born of love and so much grief. 🦋 The Chaos Protocol is live RIGHT NOW on twitch.tv/TransplanarRPG & youtube.com/@TransplanarRPG with Arc 4, Episode 25 & Episode 26! Join us for a mourning song.
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Transplanar RPG is an all-transgender, POC-led dark fantasy actual-play series streaming THE CHAOS PROTOCOL on Saturdays at 8pm U.S. eastern time. Podcast episodes drop Tuesdays and Thursdays.
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CHAOS ❌ TONIGHT i do not dream / of fire and dust i do not weep / or howl cruel i do not speak / of eating sin i do not mourn / for worlds we lost 🦋 The Chaos Protocol returns TONIGHT (5/30) at 8pm ET. Join us as NOVA finally meet Samishi Ereber — and attempt to heal what cannot be mended.
❌ CHAOS SATURDAY ❌ Here at the end of the world looking at a problem that not even the gods had the power to solve Samishi’s mind turned. 🦋 The Chaos Protocol returns this Saturday (5/30) at 8pm ET on Twitch & Youtube. Join us as NOVA finally meet the woman who will save Kesseki — or die trying.
Did I splurge on myself (which I never do btw) and buy a pair of bubblegum pink cowboy boots? Yes. Yes tf I did. And yes you WILL be seeing me in them at the next trail ride… WITH my thighs out. Hopefully getting picked up and thrown around by some fine ass- *gets dragged off stage*
Come back to my mentions LATER after you figured out that Black people can't be racist to white people because racism is definitionally a system in which we are disadvantaged. What does this look like, white folks' kindergarten? Get the basics down before coming around, I'm not a starter Negro.
🦋 PODCAST DROP 🦋 Xainan shares Everything™️. Lumièra learns about the Lords. Seir forges a new weapon in secret. And Zinnia is having that dream again. The Chaos Protocol continues in tightly edited, gorgeously detailed audio-only form. Check out Arc 4, Episode 22 wherever you pod your casts!
Curious about the themes of environmentalism and apocalypse in Arc 4? Have you been meaning to make a crisis safety plan and need some support to get it done? You’re in luck! We’ll be hosting a ✨COMMUNITY STREAM✨ tomorrow (5/16) at 8pm ET discussing these topics and more. See you there! 🌿
🌱 COMMUNITY STREAM 🌱 Join the cast for "Environmentalism & Safety Planning for Climate Crisis" this Saturday (5/16) at 8pm ET! We'll be discussing the themes of environmentalism in Arc 4, putting together a climate crisis safety plan, and exploring what liberation looks like in the post-apocalypse.