nikolay talks about being older in this comic, but as an author i think there's no way he lives past 35 #anshin_nikolay
Been doing makeup for a friend’s music video the past few months, here’s notes for a shoot I wasn’t able to be present for and also didn’t get used but it‘s still cute..
Old art re: dream where I’m in a vast empty room with a dead body under a sheet but I’m Dizzy from Guilty Gear so it’s kinda cool, feat. also some errant thoughts
take a week to make that thing. take a month. take 3 months. take 11 years. die without showing it off. itll be okay
we have to stop talking about brain chemicals and start talking about feelings again
-cook stale freezerburnt udon -pour in months old empty peanut butter jar -add lao gan ma -add sesame seeds -close jar and shake -plate -eat in the dark on living room couch
