Blue

@magzblue.bsky.social

BloodWeave // GentleBeard 38, he/him 🏳️‍⚧️ I draw (poorly) and I write (sometimes). NSFW. I have an unquenchable thirst for pretty, big-eyed sad wizards, and it's ruining my life. most_curiously_blue_eyes @ AO3 https://ko-fi.com/magz_bluez

Hey so my brain got hacked by a St*r W*rs virus and I hardly think about anything else. I've spent the last week drawing an AU version of #obikin Anakin is a metal singer with a ton of tattoos, his band is called DARKSIDE. Obi-Wan is a vocal coach and ex-musical star. They're in love.

Celebrating 25 years of hating St*r W*rs by... suddenly drawing #obikin porn??? I don't even know. The toxic doomed yaoi got to me at last, I suppose. (long-haired Obi-Wan is the only correct Obi-Wan and I will fight anyone who says otherwise)

Some more #bloodweave art I drew for the fic. I didn't exactly plan to make them all detailed and give them backgrounds, but... I spent way too long refining the butt pic, and I had to make the other illustrations match. (it was a silly project, but as you can see, I had a lot of fun 😊)

Gale lifts his shirt to show off his pirate ship tattoo (design purchased from Tattoos Wizard Designs), while Astarion is having a crisis and Karlach is making fun of him (Astarion and Karlach emotes purchased from StressedHobbit on Etsy). A cropped picture of Gale caught mid-jumped, focusing on his butt. He's wearing shorts which ride up and expose his butt cheeks. There's a bat tattoo on the right butt cheeks. Astarion and Gale kissing in front of a window in the office. Astarion is surprised. Gale is not. Astarion standing in a park under a tree. He's talking on his bejewelled mobile phone with a worried expression.
Blue@magzblue.bsky.social · 4mo ago

I made a thing for @marisgate3.bsky.social for the server event and it took me a while because I decided to draw and write. AO3 hates my embedded art but maybe it'll work now. Have a link, and one of the illustrations as a teaser. #bloodweave archiveofourown.org/works/83282711

Astarion and Gale in an office setting, shaking hands. Gale is beaming. Astarion is having a (horny) crisis of faith.

another wip because why finish something when I can start something new? I don't have the skill to do a full colour illustration I would like anyway, might as well just do messy sketches forever #bloodweave

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some of the things I'm working on, at various stages of sketching. I need to go back to the game and take some reference pictures of outfits at angles because clothes are difficult 😔 nearly all I touch is #bloodweave but y'all already know that...

a bunch of messy sketches of Astarion and Gale from BG3

been trying to decide if I should maybe open some trial commission slots, but I'm not sure if I'm at a level where anyone would want to pay for my work lol.

My finances are in shambles, so I was thinking: If I made a grab bag of #bloodweave stickers & prints (NSFW and/or SFW, random designs in each) for cheap, would anyone be interested? The more stressed and depressed I am, the more stickers I make. Look at them. I really like stickers.

A box full of stickers

I'm currently the opposite of creative and so completely exhausted. Not too long ago, I liked my art, I enjoyed exploring new things, and had so many ideas. Right now I'm just numb, I think.

Update: Unfortunately, it's advanced cancer. It's inoperable, but we're trying chemotherapy treatment. I've been assured it won't make her more sick, and it might help stop the cancer from growing/spreading. The vet bills are piling up, though. I'd never ask for help if I had another option...

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Blue@magzblue.bsky.social · 6mo ago

One of my senior kitties, Jimmy, is sick. We don't know what it is yet, other than she has trouble breathing. More info in the alt text. I added a fundraiser goal in my kofi ko-fi.com/magz_bluez/g... I would appreciate any help, even a boost! #cats #catowners

A photo of a tortoiseshell senior cat, with her tongue out in a so-called "blep". She has a few white whiskers. 

This is my Jimmy. She's 12, and up until a few days ago, she was a very lovely, energetic kitty with the cutest meow and a healthy appetite. Unfortunately, on Wednesday (March 4), she started coughing. We rushed her to the vet, where she got initially diagnosed with pneumonia, given antibiotics, and sent home. She only got worse from there, and yesterday evening (Saturday, March 7) she had so much trouble breathing, we had to rush her to an emergency clinic where they performed a life-saving procedure of removing excess fluid from her lungs. The procedure was very risky in itself, but Jimmy survived and was very brave. She was very cuddly afterwards, purred up a storm, and was visibly better. The vet removed 300 ml of fluid from her lungs.

We still don't have any idea what caused the sickness. Current theories range from cancer to mechanical injury of the lung. Jimmy is staying at the clinic, where she has the best care from one some the best veterinary staff I've ever met. She's eating, talking and trying to leg it from the examination table, from what I've been told. She's charmed all the staff by now, she's the cuddliest baby and she loves to interact with everyone. 
Tomorrow, she'll be getting a CT scan which will hopefully help point out the cause of her failing health. Hopefully, she'll be stable enough to be taken home tomorrow evening.

We're ready to fight for her, but the costs are staggering. We've already paid over 500€ for what's been done so far. The hospitalization fee and the CT scan will come to a total of about 1500€. 

I would appreciate any help. I know that tomes are hard and life is expensive, but maybe someone has a few Euros to spare. It would mean the world.

Old work but I've been lazy, so to make sure my two Gales AU lives on, I hereby present my best work: "MLEM" #bloodweave & #galexgale feat. my sense of humour and NSFW-ness Did you know wizards consider oral sex a typical work break activity? Astarion didn't, but his Gales enlightened him...