deer is willing to endure the summer heat for a chance to be in a safe space if only for a few hours.
Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️
@marisa.sayachan.org
[33, she/her, non-binary] Pathetic sad deer with trust issues. SA survivor, broken but slowly healing. Struggling game developer, veteran Doom modder. Conflict-averse, but still very opinionated. No minors, kthx. 🔞 Website: https://marisa.sayachan.org/
can you guys retire "the right wing / chuds don't know what to do with trans men and forget they exist and will be So Confused by them!!!!" already. they are fully aware trans men exist and the thing they do to trans men is violently abuse and murder them
every time deer hears some new bullshit about JK Rowling it makes her wish she could travel back in time just to burn her hard-cover harry potter books again.
There really are game soundtracks that go way too hard www.youtube.com/watch?v=zUdX...
Lords of Thunder | SEGA CD Full Soundtrack OST
YouTube video by Random VGMs
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Deer still receives donation points on Nexusmods for MariENB and it's kind of funny that it still gets used when deer can't even maintain the project anymore.
Misty did not meet her goal and is being evicted. This is horrible, and it puts more financial strain on her. She needs help now. Right bow. Today. Whatever you can spare, send it her way. She needs stable housing again. And I am asking anyone who reads this to at least reskeet it.
My leftover balance!!! We’re close to keeping me housed!! Just a little more support and pushing and I’ll be okay!! I have until tomorrow to remedy, sign a new lease, and contact housing to say the order of eviction has been cancelled!!
"I get all of my information about Marisa from trustworthy sources like twitter user totaltrannydeath1488"
that post that was like "if you're cis my pronoun is she if you're trans my pronoun is it and if you're mad at me my pronoun is they" was the realest thing in the world
deer notices the pattern that many trans people who block her here have accounts on twitter where they're more active. how peculiar.
Chaos Theory turns 20 years old today! 🎂 To know that even to this day we get people from all walks of life telling us how fond they're of it is honestly incredible to us. Got good memories about the intro? Where did you see it first? Let us know! www.youtube.com/watch?v=gfk5...
Chaos Theory
YouTube video by Conspiracy
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"Indie games are not gonna save gaming." True, because they already did. If indie games didn't exist I probably wouldn't be playing games anymore.
you haven’t truly made it as a trans girl until you’ve had these things happen -called a “pedophile” -called a “fed” -called a “psypp to make trans people look bad” -have your name censored like a slur -get a bunch of people talking about you as if you are satan incarnate -get sexually harassed
Please, PLEASE help me We aren't raising anything, this is at a dead stall. I'm going to die if that stall isn't broken I'm pleading for my LIFE.
PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME
people are scared and angry and there are differences in experiences between trans people that produce friction. but there's a line between being reasonably frustrated and engaging in self-aggrandizing misanthropy at the expense of everyone around you and i think people are too willing to cross it
that's right. i'll have to disappear eventually, anyway... disappear, and take all of it with me. i… was born to protect 'me', after all.
deer needs to leave this house, deer needs a safe space to live in
there are times when deer wishes she could physically turn off her own hearing at will
deer hates being exposed to other people's children against her will deer simply cannot stand children existing around her wretched creatures
the old world is dying and the monsters are doing all they can to stop the new one from being born
deer misses having a twitch account, but at the same time hearing all the news of how the platform is going to shit even harder than before... maybe it is for the best she was permabanned
Joel Vinesauce played my mod on stream and it unlocked a new Iconic Joel Laugh