🍂 Michelle 🕯️

@mdkerkhoven.bsky.social

Dark fantasy & horror author • she/her • 🏳️‍🌈 • Mostly updates •

After amicably parting ways with my agent, I’m officially seeking representation for 𝗗𝗘𝗔𝗗 𝗚𝗢𝗗𝗦 𝗥𝗜𝗦𝗜𝗡𝗚 (sub-ready!) So here’s an agent’s guide to my 72,000-word queer YA dark fantasy/horror blend, with Big 5 editor interest 👾 Agents, I’d love to connect!

An agent’s guide to DEAD GODS RISING, queer YA dark fantasy & cosmic horrorIn 2013, in the town of Blackwater Cove, Washington, a local game studio launched Dead Gods Rising—a groundbreaking horror MMORPG that blurred the line between game and reality.

Then its players started disappearing.

Sixteen-year-old town favorite, Atlas Calloway, was the first. Two more followed. Eventually, a developer was arrested, and the servers went dark. But the disappearances didn’t stop.

Two years later, Lark Calloway can’t escape her brother—his shadow constantly reminds her she’ll never be enough. When he begins appearing to her where no one else sees him and a USB holding an encrypted copy of Dead Gods Rising arrives, Lark discovers something impossible: the server’s still running, and the missing kids are trapped inside. Saving them might finally put her first.

But the game’s drowned interior mirrors Blackwater Cove too closely, the NPCs know too much, and worst of all, the deeper Lark ventures into the game’s submerged world, the more reality itself unravels.

To bring her brother—whose life might not have been as perfect as Lark always thought—home, Lark must endure his eternally upbeat best friend, navigate monstrous server zones, and survive the final, painful patch of Dead Gods Rising—where the missing players are waiting, and something far older than the game is watching. 

Something that will kill to keep her and Atlas both.This Raging Sea meets Stranger Things and Warcross. 

Prologue: ‘The sea always gave back what she took. Except for Atlas—him, she kept. And it might’ve been Lark’s fault.’

72,000 words, Big 5 Editor interestTrope map around character art of a brown haired girl, blond haired boy, and curly brown haired boy. Tropes are: Tumblr-era setting, queer cast, gloomy coastal town setting, cosmic horror elements, angry & unlikely FMC, and toxic sibling dynamics.

“𝙇𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢 𝙧𝙚𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙩?” 𝘝𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘩𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘭𝘦𝘥. 𝘐𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥, 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥. “𝙁*𝙘𝙠 𝙧𝙚𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜. 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙙.” Vivian Ruygh, by the amazing oliv_pit 🌊

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‘𝘒𝘢𝘵𝘫𝘢 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘤𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘦, 𝙧𝙤𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙚𝙚.’ Katja Boden, by the amazing oliv_pit 🌿

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“𝙄𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙮.” 𝘝𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯. “𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙮𝙤𝙪?” 𝘒𝘢𝘵𝘫𝘢 𝘴𝘢𝘵 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬. “𝙃𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙖 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙘𝙝.” “𝘼𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪?” 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘥. “𝙈𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚.” #WritingCommunity

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🫐BELLADONNA x OUTLANDER☘️ 🖤1912 Gothic Romantasy 🌿BodyHorror plant monsters 🌸CottageGore When Estella discovers an enchanted glen with old Irish curse, she must hide her monstrous symptoms (and her interest in the Irish) from her husband before they become his medical experiment #PopUpPitA #LuckyPit

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POWERLESSxSEVEN FACELESS SAINTS She was a priestess, he was a prince, can I make it any more obvious... 🥀Chosen one who chose herself 👑Golden retriever prince 🗡Bloody war w/ no hope for peace (unless?) 🤫Mysterious blackmailers 👀Mistaken Identity 💞Enemies-Lovers-??? #LuckyPit #PopUpPitE #YA #R #F

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