mellidee

@mellidee.bsky.social

🌱Melli || (she/her) || Black || 25+ || OC Hobby Artist 🖌️ || mdni 🔞🌱 Tags!: #oc / #art / #ocs / ——— Worlds: #evergreenoath / #thedarkplains

I’m being BRAVE and finally reached out to a psychologist because I’m tired of my brain on fire and want to know why. But also getting help feels like a bad joke, you’re basically having to advocate yourself, meanwhile your anxiety riddled brain the entire time is like

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It’s honestly crazy the difference I feel when I remember to take my iron supplement vs not. Still mad as hell I was walking around for who knows how long with an ✨iron deficiency✨

I miss my deviantart days man I’ve been thinking about how I miss interacting with more artists but it just feels like we’re all so fractured and spread across servers or we’re all at each other’s throats. 😩 maybe I’ve just had bad luck, I dunno.

This is why I fear fandoms as a creative. Like critiquing/ criticizing a piece of media is fine and good, I’m not afraid to rant over bad writing, but when you cross over into thinking you _own_ the artistic vision or you start demanding things of creators is where we have issues.

Grinda 🏳️‍⚧️🔞@grindagoat.bsky.social · 3mo ago

Creatives don't owe you shit. They fundamentally do not owe you shit. They made something. You saw it. There was never any responsibility involved. They don't owe you a "better version" of the work. They don't owe you "less problematic writing". They don't owe you more episodes. You deserve nothing.