I’m being BRAVE and finally reached out to a psychologist because I’m tired of my brain on fire and want to know why. But also getting help feels like a bad joke, you’re basically having to advocate yourself, meanwhile your anxiety riddled brain the entire time is like
mellidee
@mellidee.bsky.social
🌱Melli || (she/her) || Black || 25+ || OC Hobby Artist 🖌️ || mdni 🔞🌱 Tags!: #oc / #art / #ocs / ——— Worlds: #evergreenoath / #thedarkplains
Art fight attack for @mellidee.bsky.social 🐑🌷 [ #art #teamtragedy #artfight #furry #cuteart #furryart #sheep ]
It’s honestly crazy the difference I feel when I remember to take my iron supplement vs not. Still mad as hell I was walking around for who knows how long with an ✨iron deficiency✨
The first attack has been launched and the beginning of an art thread! For @poofylion.bsky.social ft Mabon!! [ #artfight2026 #teammystery #art ]
I love a good mystery. 😈 I’ll be pretty busy this July, but I want to try out my new style findings! #Artfight2026 #TeamMystery
I miss my deviantart days man I’ve been thinking about how I miss interacting with more artists but it just feels like we’re all so fractured and spread across servers or we’re all at each other’s throats. 😩 maybe I’ve just had bad luck, I dunno.
I love a good mystery. 😈 I’ll be pretty busy this July, but I want to try out my new style findings! #Artfight2026 #TeamMystery
Despite what a lot of people might think, we ABSOLUTELY remember those who regularly like our art, even those with lots of followers. One time, someone who had never commented but liked every single one of my pieces joined my Discord, and I genuinely had to hold myself back from being too excited.
We all have that one follower whose Like feels like this:
Literally what did I say, I am a procrastinating queen because I’m like “wee let’s keep doing style doodles this is fun” and my other inner voice is like “FINISH YOUR REFS!!!” Yes I’m self aware, no it doesn’t help lol
I need to refresh my artfight page but my brain is like “how about we procrastinate right up until July 1st” and like a fool I’ll probably listen.
Testing new potions gets interesting when one of you is still learning how to read. #thedarkplains | #oc | #art | #furryart
if you ever wonder what it's like to be an artist: you can draw your favorite drawing one day and then the next day, every line you draw is the ugliest line that has ever been created
Concepts for the Rot that creeps across Amoura. Wrathful divine magic disguised as natural mortal plague / dangerous mutated plant life🍄 Suffocates beauty and dampens hope☠️ [ #LavenderSkies #conceptart #art #fantasy #fungus]
I need to refresh my artfight page but my brain is like “how about we procrastinate right up until July 1st” and like a fool I’ll probably listen.
Testing new potions gets interesting when one of you is still learning how to read. #thedarkplains | #oc | #art | #furryart
This is why I fear fandoms as a creative. Like critiquing/ criticizing a piece of media is fine and good, I’m not afraid to rant over bad writing, but when you cross over into thinking you _own_ the artistic vision or you start demanding things of creators is where we have issues.
Creatives don't owe you shit. They fundamentally do not owe you shit. They made something. You saw it. There was never any responsibility involved. They don't owe you a "better version" of the work. They don't owe you "less problematic writing". They don't owe you more episodes. You deserve nothing.
-hoards all the pencil brushes like a dragon- mm pencils #wip
Another character joins the cast of #thedarkplains Millie is a black-footed ferret witch apprenticing under Esther. She kind of just kept showing up at Esther’s homestead demanding to learn and wouldn’t leave lol #art
Taking a break from drawing by drawing in Tomodachi Life This has been my life for two weeks almost, help #tomodachilife
Another character joins the cast of #thedarkplains Millie is a black-footed ferret witch apprenticing under Esther. She kind of just kept showing up at Esther’s homestead demanding to learn and wouldn’t leave lol #art
I’m having my monthly style identity crisis, I’d like to know 🥹