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Another day of pain and annoyance. Izzy lays out on the sofa, cursing yesterday's dinner choice as Stede flutters around him, trying and failing to help. "Just fuck off Stede. Nothing you can do to help." As soon as it left his mouth, Izzy knows it sounded harsher than he meant.

The need to thrust my horrors onto the rat man is back. Why does it make me feel so much better to make him suffer??? Because I can give him softness and happiness and comfort that I just dont have access to gor myself

Awake at 3 am, Izzy wonders how he could ever forget that coffee after 2 pm keeps him the fuck up. He reads, but his eyes are too tired. He listens yo an audio book, but it's not boring enough. He puts on a podcast, but it's too boring, his brain bouncing off it back to internally whinging.

Ya'll this movie is WILD. It's both extremely horny and gay and also weirdly unsexy. It's got three completely different plots in less than 2 hours that wach could be their own movie. It might be a masterpiece or a disaster. I really don't know.

Cover art of film "Poppers" featuring two figures in biker gear standing next to each other above a couple in bed.Alternate cover where the film name is S.A.D.E of two metallic looking faces above a naked man and woman embracing.

#fangizzy #agere Soft days don't happen enough in Fang's opinion. Izzy denies and waits and fights them like he has everything in his life. But Fang is making progress. He's introducing little things into their lives bit by bit to make it easier on his love l. +

Izzy's having feelings about his top surgery tonight. He waited so long and he's so happy it finally happened, even though his results aren't how he imagined. He's not fully flat, he's lopsided & dog eared and his scars are large and ugly. But he loves his new chest despite all that. It feels right.

Izzy's eyes ache. Whether open or closed, it makes no difference. It's the third night in a row that he's still awake at 2am, brain too loud and racing for sleep, body too tired to fight. He contemplates his options. He has people to turn to these days, for help, for a fuck, for distraction,

Izzy's still in bed at 11:42 am on a Friday. His stomach feels like a cave, a maw begging to be filled, but getting out of bed means decisions and responsibilities and tasks that he just can't face after another week just like the last and the last and the last.

Izzy post top surgery. Ed was supposed to be his support person, but he flakes and sends Stede instead. Izzy is pissed at first but Stede is so kind and helpful and he doesn't seem affected by the gross body stuff happening. And he's surprisingly strong, able to pick Izzy up when asked. +

I’m opening up 2 donation sketches to help out a couple friends experiencing some medical hardship. If you’d like to claim either of these for $50USD, reply below and we’ll sort logistics in DMs. Comes with a 5” x 7” print mailed anywhere in the world! L: Jim in this R: Izzy in this #ofmd

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Irene ♠️🍽️ Little Man@neopessimist.bsky.social · 8mo ago

📢‼️ EMERGENCY COMMISSION THREAD HERE📢‼️ [also, if any creatives want to join in and help, feel free to shoot me a message!!!] #ofmd #emergencycommissions #art

Graphic with a little injured Izzy hands informing of Emergency commissions 

-to raise funds for a friend's ongoing medical emergency, a group of creatives are offering commissions

-funds raised will cover medical cosrs, transport, food and anything else they may need

Commission thread below

Thinking about ace Izzy after Ed and Stede leave. He's both the happiest he's ever been and also so fucking lonely. The crew is wonderful, but they're so new. Ed and his relationship was awful, but it was long and familiar. Dependable in the worst ways, but ways Izzy had grown accustomed to. +