Twitching rolling on the floor bc it’s been 2 years exactly since Eras Tour began on March 17 where she played Tim McGraw and now we’re getting a recorded performance from first night. We are so getting TSTV announcement I’m going to THROW UP I AM PREPPING FOR A COLONOSCOPY NOT NOW TAYLOR

Me being silent for months then returning to be a hater lol hello all

ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚@messofadreamer.swifties.social · last yr.

He has a stronger grip on that podium than he has on the fucking country

He has a stronger grip on that podium than he has on the fucking country

Hello besties 🥰 firstly I want to say thank you so much for all your kindness and messages during this fucked health time for me and secondly I want to apologise for worrying people by suddenly vanishing 🫶 I got out of hospital then ended up back in then got out again and I’m still dealing with shit

Hello I’m hanging in there 💖 I’ve had 35+ bags of potassium in my PICC line in 3 days. I’ve stopped counting bc it’s that fucked and I can’t keep up. I’m having the drinks too, they just cannot get on top of it. Deficient in vitamin k, thiamine, phosphate, sodium, I can’t even remember the rest 💀

Crying about Mac Miller again 😭 if anyone comes across Balloonerism deluxe box set please consider selling to me 🫶 with all this sickness I missed my chance

It’s been a BIG day and I am so tired so I’ll be replying later but THE NASAL GASTRIC TUBE IS OUT, WE CHEER!!! One less thing to run to the toilet with. Starting another 6 bags of potassium because we can’t stabilise it - legit would have had 15 bags of it in less than 24 hours 😂 Onwards 🎉

The way some friends have treated me since being SO sick is to quite literally ignore me. It’s really easy to support your chronically ill friends, first take your head out of your ass and remember other issues exist outside of your own world. I just can’t believe I’m almost 30 dealing with this 😭

I tried to check out 748493 times this morning at 5am whilst my cannula was ripped out and spraying blood everywhere and I did not secure the vinyl 😂

I have sat here buying too many things to make myself feel better and need to publicly call myself out bc I don’t even have money to spend 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

My knees have tripled in size (I have rheumatoid arthritis) and all the steroids and fluids are fucking me up and it feels like worms are crawling under my skin 🤢

If anyone sees Laufey Valentine heart vinyl drop pls grab me one 🫶💖 I’m so desperate for it but I reckon I’ll miss out bc time zones/ drugged up

I know it’s bad when I utter the words ‘not even Taylor Swift could fix me’ lol. Today’s surprise addition is fucked up gallbladder that may need to be removed before the other surgery. Senior team are meeting tomorrow to discuss what the fuck is happening inside of me. You have to laugh 😆

I need more than 1 minute to film health update videos here 😭

Thank you so much everyone for the kind and caring words 😭💖🫶

PICC line is finally in!!! Starting TPN today so I can stop literally starving. Going to discuss bowel surgery today and also need an ultrasound bc suspected gallbladder infection lol. We keep on battling and persevering 💪

Proud of my besties leaving twitter 🫶 People have been justifying staying on there but a Nazi salute is the god damn END (I know there is other horrifying things too). It’s time to go, remember your values and beliefs, make future you proud of yourself 💖

What did you think I'd say to that? Does a scorpion sting when fighting back? They strike to kill and you know I will

Haven’t eaten in 8 days yet there’s always reserved energy to hate these cunts (I wish you could all see how sick I am and how funny it is my crippled ass is popping off when the wind could blow and I’d topple over bc I’m so frail but ILL STILL TAKE THEM DOWN)

ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚@messofadreamer.swifties.social · 2y ago

Me rising from the depths of deep sickness, bowel obstructions and many infections to hate on Trump and Elon from my hospital bed

Me rising from the depths of deep sickness, bowel obstructions and many infections to hate on Trump and Elon from my hospital bed

a woman is laying in a coffin with a blanket on her head .

Alt: a woman is laying in a coffin with a blanket on her head and she rises and sits up.

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pls know my account is a safe space for everyone EXCEPT if you support trump. i don’t want you here and we are not the same type of humans.

Oh, come on! At the inauguration? Are you f*cking ketamine with this?

Ron Filipkowski@ronfilipkowski.bsky.social · 2y ago

Ketamine is a hell of a drug.

Everyone needs the 22 hat today so badly as a distraction 💖

surely taylor nation realise that if they stay on twitter/X after this then they’ll be supporting El*n M*sk and all he stands for cough nazism cough. SURELY

Mine got hacked and it’s simply in the bin now. If someone is tweeting as me I apologise, they legit won’t give me access bc they’re fuckwits so it is what it is

All aboard

Is it scary to open TikTok? Should I steer clear?

Sending so much love to my US friends. This is so terrifying and whatever you are feeling right now is valid. My DMs are open if you need a rant or just a friend 🫶🏼❤️

Excluding my ex, I have never truly wished HELL on any human before but we’re adding two to the list today 🙂‍↕️ get your freezer spells and voodoo dolls ready