MisterJRPG

@misterjrpg.bsky.social

Some RPG and other gaming, anime, manga nerd that likes nerdy stuff. https://twitch.tv/MisterJRPG

Really low-esteem is nasty combined with jealously of others when feels everyone else around you, in spite of their struggles, get their shit together or have something I lack. Significant others, general competency, belonging, real specialties and/or skills and so forth.

The time draws near. Kicking off my next grand gaming saga for Twitch The Great PS1 & 2 RPG Challenge Saturday, May 2 12PM EST 12PM: Pre-Challenge Music Concert. Sharing select songs from PS1 & 2 RPGs 1:30PM: Pre-Challenge chatter and randomize the starter games (#3-9) Then 12+ Wild Arms stream!

So, I did a thing. After completing all the English SNES RPGs (171 so far), wanted to do a mega tierlist. For games, AND the soundtracks. And so I did, here are the real best SNES RPGs and OSTs! (In my opinion) Signed, A guy who actually beaten all these games.

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It feels really surreal that after doing it on and off for almost 6 years and over 3100 hours, my challenge to beat all SNES RPGs (and games claiming to be RPGs) is down to one game left out of 171. Will stream the last game with A Link to the Past this saturday! (Some say Zelda games are RPGs)

That time of the year is coming for me soon. Putting together my yearly celebration my stream versary and birthday special. The chosen games for this year’s marathon. Life’s been personally distressing, but got this forward to at least. :)

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Another one of those days of feeling like a loser and fixated on thinking my life is less important than others. Dramatic, I know, just feeling stuck in mismatched environment and needing to be around for aging parents. All while I see friends thriving and getting their shit together while I fail

So 2025 ends soon. It was an emotionally stagnant year for personal life. For gaming though… I did A LOT. More than I realized on between stream completions and my 100% (softcore) Retroachievment sets alone. -Games Beaten 2025- On stream: 64 100% RA: 108 172… Feeling proud and conflicted.

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The end of my Great SNES RPG challenge draws near with 20 games left. I still got a ways to go, but I feel it is time to share my next challenge project I been stewing for years. After SNES comes tackling ALL PS1 & 2 RPGs. Coming soon. Here is spreadsheet link. :) tinyurl.com/yc3mvuk6

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My Trails in the Sky FC PinBox set recently arrive. The costs… sting, and felt I crossed some lines paying a lot for decor and accessory stuff and not an electronic, but the set looks so nice, hnnngh. Especially thag Orbment with swappable Quartz.

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A model kit pre-order (and other releases) I made a fee months sgo finally came In. First time I will mess with a third-party Chinese kit since that super edgy look and coloring vibed with me. Man, that box is a chonker.

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It feels weirdly surreal that the niche PSP fighting game, Crossover, Ys Vs. Trails in the Sly, got a remaster over a decade later …and that I get officially credited for doing some minor testing for proofreading the text in the fan-translation back during COVID.

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Social anxiety woes. Trying to make some new connections or be closer to some others, but mind is on constant vigilance if I am being a bit much or a bother or annoying overstepping boundries, etc… I get like this at times before, but been really stressed out over it lately.

Today was one of those days where I screwed up and caused some problems. Sure, I realized my mistake, apologize and bowed out, but yet again, I blundered and am a cause of a negative reaction. Ended up spiraling hard on being a constant social klutz, and feel I am a bother, everywhere. *sighs*

Ah crap. My chair is beginning to fall apart from the right side. The supports are starting to fall apart on the right side and is too risky to lean back at all. Got a temporary solution until I find a new one, but this sucks. Don’t take your office or desk chair for granted.

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I really sunk a new low and crossed the line. With collectables and things, more of a quantity kind of guy…. But been seeing pics of this in various Gunpla group pages and finished up my current model kit backlog, so… got my first Perfect Grade unit.

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