MoarKrabs

@moarkrabs.bsky.social

28 she/they 🏳️‍⚧️ Public Servant. I like Gill Street Fighter a normal amount. I sometimes draw whatever I might find amusing. Please be patient with me, I have severe anxiety and may have trouble responding at times.

Had to get prescribed Xanax again today because I've been having A LOT of acute panic attacks lately. What really gets me what do you mean this bottle of 30 pills cost me only 47 cents but my estrogen would easily cost over 100 dollars?!

Sometimes these days I just like to go sit here by the border of NJ and NYC, and just watch the water and environment while I draw. It's a place I am quite fond of and have a lot of fond memories here.

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Maybe one day I'll learn to forgive myself, but not today. Keep cycling through periods of finally feeling a little bit better and then dipping back into periods of scathing self-hatred. At my core, I just deeply and truly wish they are having happy and good lives.

Dipped my toes into DIY HRT since my insurance is cutting all HRT at beginning of next year, and I had no idea it was THIS easy to get a vial of even better estrogen I already have, that will last me over a year for 60 USD, vs paying over 100 w/o insurance for a 3 month vial?! This system is broken.

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Truck stalled & engine gave out on me completely in the middle of a busy main road intersection at work. Was scary & had tons of people swearing at me until workers from the local department of public works came by to direct traffic around me and also swear with me back at the rude ass people lmfao

Tornado just hit directly next to me. Extremely near miss. I'm absolutely terrified after sheltering in my basement. I thought I was about to die. That intense sound & rumbling it's... haunting. Please don't take tomorrow for granted, tell those around you that you love them.