satourne32x

@satourne32x.bsky.social

they/he/she. 30 Occasionally posts NSFW art, no minors 🔞

The thought that keeps plaguing me is that I wish I wasn't trans. I run in circles in my mind wishing that there was some way to "fix" me, some brain chemical imbalance that could be fixed and I wouldn't need to transition, because being my true self only makes me feel like a social pariah

satourne32x@satourne32x.bsky.social · 4d ago

I don't quite know how or why I started developing secondary male traits like facial hair in my 20s (continuing to now), but I wish that I would've had male puberty the first time around instead of growing massive tits. I can't even bind because I fucked my ribs up w/ high comp sports bras early on

I don't quite know how or why I started developing secondary male traits like facial hair in my 20s (continuing to now), but I wish that I would've had male puberty the first time around instead of growing massive tits. I can't even bind because I fucked my ribs up w/ high comp sports bras early on

Every time I try to draw lately, I hate it. It constantly feels stiff, boring, incompetent, etc. I don't know how to not hate myself when I feel like my worth hinges on the one thing I thought I was good ish at.

A real friend never asks you to hide your colors🌈 Some eyes see only two genders, but kind hearts see more. Closed minds and harsh words cannot put out your light. Shine in the way you were born to shine. Chiitan is an ally of transgender people🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

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