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@mori.barkitup.dog
35yrs|Nonbinary| 18+ Only Has DID- - https://ko-fi.com/barkitup - If you want to give a tip - I like to work on fursuits at @barkitup.dog when I can Love of my life is @zbit.barkitup.dog, (Monogamous)
So, I think its time to take down the mask. Ive been struggling for years. putting on a mask trying to make everyone happy in struggles to keep myself happy. i wasn't happy. I was just bending over for the approval of others. To the point of trying to kill myself. I pulled away in December.
Found out its just not DID with PTSD, Depression and Autism. Its DID, all that shit, And AuDHD. xD Wellbutrin is awesome. Makes me go BRRRRRR
Feeling depressed. "Nothing I ever do is worth it or will make me worth it" Keeps going around in my head. I dont feel worth anything.
I level'd up. Im 35 years old now, and my back hates me. i pop everytime i stand up to stretch now.
Birthday is on the 15th, I'm broke as fuck and need to pay off bills as i am struggling to draw to sell adoptable. ko-fi.com/barkitup/shop I lowered the price of my old characters. its almost 7 am, im tired so im gunna go to bed. I also have toyhou.se/SketchBound/... That people can look through.
Thinking of the time where I was asking a friend if he could hang out with me but once a month was too stressful for him and I took up too much of his time. Hmmm. I wonder if hes the same way now.
I need to start working on fursuits again, but ive been stuck in depression.
Sometimes I wonder if it was really worth it to try to get into fursuit making. It kinda depresses me knowing that I'm struggling, but then I look up at my wall and see this. I'm still depressed, but kinda motivated to try to make more stuff like it or better. Makes me wonder how things will be.
If this gets a few likes, I'll share the art and idea of what i plan to make.
Hello! We are still trying to sell this head www.thedealersden.com/listing/fire... We are also taking offers on it. To sell it means being able to work on MORE fursuit projects, the more i can work on, the better and more advanced I can get. Please just spread the word to help a new suit maker out?
Fire Shiba Inu - Head
Fire Shiba inu Dog - Black, Grey, Red and Yellow Furred fursuit premade.
thedealersden.com
Fuzzies, does anyone possible have this hoodie on them they are willing to part with? I have outgrown the current one I have and am looking for a 2X of this if anyone possibly has. Was one of my favorite hoodies so I would love to wear this design again
Fire Shiba Inu head done. Will be out as a head only item that you can add more money to, to get a tail and gloves. The starting price will be 750 USD. This is the second head I have ever made. So there ARE errors here and there. But they are not that bad. Will be put up at 6pm PST. -🪷Mori🪷
ko-fi.com/barkitup/shop Added a lot of old characters i have to my shop that i decided to sell. If you want to haggle feel free.
The reason why they cost so much is all the art and the 3d model they have.
Isk@iskobold.bsky.social · 6mo agoko-fi.com/s/d3c9874331 Decided I might sell them, so i put them up on the shop to see if anyone is interested.
My persecutor has been popping up a lot more trying to protect my system. But she does it in the wrong ways. its harmful and hurtful to my body, my friends, and my partner. Sometimes I wish i could just get rid of her, thou i know i have to also thank her for keeping me alive for so long.
I'm starting to understand myself more as much as I'm starting to understand I can't really trust people. I don't want to be in the past, tho, I feel more broken than not. Tired of being depressed from all the scars and wounds I have. How do I make it stop when all I see in the mirror are the cuts.
Ever look outside, Up to the stars and go, "Man, The worlds fucked up." While sipping hot Cocoa that's prob going extinct in 30 years Due to World crisis and such? Ah, Well, Enjoy the little things you can while you can. Everything is finite.
I finally got the spoons to work on the head again. Fixed the eyebrow and cheek where it was badly balding. Bad quality fur (red) was shaved a bit too close on and brushed and it balded. But now. You can hardly tell what side is balded / was fixed lol This will be for sale soon. 🪷-Mori-🪷
Still thinking about doing this. I wonder what I should do though. If i should keep them or not. I have all the fabric i need for their fursuit too. but i never got around to it. -shrugs-
Isk@iskobold.bsky.social · 7mo agoI'm thinking about selling my character Isk...
I have a lot of love/hate relationships with things. One of them is art. Cause of my disability and always being broke, Art isn't fun for me much anymore. It had become a constant. "Can I sell it fast enough/ get things done fast enough without burn out/ Can i even get it done?" Lots of stress...
I need to find missing shit from fursuit stuff. -flop- and finish fursuit shit. I was going to do it today but the day is already kinda over. i'll do it when i wake up tomorrow. -rolls-
Funny thing about me and Vore. I have a love hate with it. I hate it cause sometimes people dont respect my likes and boundries. But i like it overall. its weird