Saz
@myhowtheyfly.bsky.social
Saz aka MyHowTheyFly (on AO3) 37yo pan genderfluid mom avoiding the horrors via hyperfixation- blanket statement that you should be 18+ to look at anything I post. I’m a degenerate. Brainrot fandoms include: OFMD, Heated Rivalry, Arcane, GO, and Marvel.
Return from yet another med induced hiatus to find my feed is now just politics and hole- all is as it should be in the world.
wow would you look at that what a time to be alive it’s FRENCHIE FRIDAY
🕯️ 🕯️ 🕯️ 🕯️ 🕯️ 🕯️ Con at NYCC 2027 🕯️ 🕯️ 🕯️ 🕯️ 🕯️ 🦇
Had an #Edizzy dream where I was Izzy (I think) and had to comfort Ed after he cheated on me. 😆
Going to try to get this cleaned up and finished for AO3. Mind the tags if you look. Anyone know of a canyon beta who deals with such content that might be willing to give it a look once ready? #noncon #rape #edizzy #angst #healing x.com/myhowtheyfly...
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CW: rape/noncon Has anyone done this? Ed not remembering that during his Kraken/Rhino Horn era that he fucked Izzy for the first (and only) time. Izzy did not consent but allowed it to happen out of fear/to survive. The reunited Revenge crew end up playing a drinking game…
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Rancid #Edizzy where Ed and Izzy bring their kid to Disney. Ed hits on Stede at the bar while Izzy is back in their room watching the little one. Ed and Stede hook up in the bathroom and Ed asks him how long he’s been working here…
I hope I'm not too late to the #DrawIzzyHands weekend. I'm cheating, because I drew this one some time ago. But never posted it here. There you go, a young Izzy hands with fresh whip wounds 😩💞 #Izzyhandsfanart #ourflagmeansdeathfanart #izzyhands
At youngest’s swim lessons and one of the lifeguards looks like a young CJ and just like that the #CJizzy virus is no longer dormant. Must write this…
youtu.be/RB_hPOaojLQ?... One of my favorite bands as a teenager/young adult comes out with the first new album in 18ish years and has single-handedly broken through my depression-induced music avoidance. My current #Edizzy -coded dopamine listen:
The Format - No You Don't [Official Audio]
YouTube video by The Format
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You do not have to be good. You do not have to walk on your knees for a hundred miles through the desert repenting. You only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves. Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine. -Wild Geese, by Mary Oliver
Someday I will be able to regulate my nervous system around my mother but today is not that day. I love her, for the record, it is just always such a struggle to parent my kids around her. 🙃
I’ve seen it so many times but the “I remember everyone that leaves” line in Lilo & Stitch has never failed to make me cry.
a cartoon of a girl in bed with the words i 'll remember you though
ALT: a cartoon of a girl in bed with the words i 'll remember you though
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VERY COOL PERSON: It's four-twenty, you know what that means? ME: Hell yeah! [starts shoving blackbirds into a pie]
Rhys looked good as hell last night and unhinged as ever. No pics to share but 10/10 show.
the depressed and abandoned babygirls club 🥺