Saz

@myhowtheyfly.bsky.social

Saz aka MyHowTheyFly (on AO3) 37yo pan genderfluid mom avoiding the horrors via hyperfixation- blanket statement that you should be 18+ to look at anything I post. I’m a degenerate. Brainrot fandoms include: OFMD, Heated Rivalry, Arcane, GO, and Marvel.

Had this idea brewing for a while for my #CJizzy with dads #Edizzy AU-verse where Ed & Izzy are still working out how to be friends because they miss spending time together but are navigating that now without the pressure of relationship expectations (outside of coparenting). +

Rancid #Edizzy where Ed and Izzy bring their kid to Disney. Ed hits on Stede at the bar while Izzy is back in their room watching the little one. Ed and Stede hook up in the bathroom and Ed asks him how long he’s been working here…

You do not have to be good. You do not have to walk on your knees for a hundred miles through the desert repenting. You only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves. Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine. -Wild Geese, by Mary Oliver

Ed is tucked down into Stede’s bathtub under a comforting blanket. He is feeling a mixture of guilt, fear, and despair, which is evident on his face.

Someday I will be able to regulate my nervous system around my mother but today is not that day. I love her, for the record, it is just always such a struggle to parent my kids around her. 🙃