"Hey, this game looks really nice and has a fun sense of creativity and style, I should look more into th--" *it's more bait-and-switch "PSYKE! Joy is a LIE!!" horror content* "Uuuuuuuuuugh, DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT"
Nell Thompson
@nellthompson.bsky.social
Born 1991. Infinifat fuzzy person on the internet, hyper-procrastinative mid-fat person off it. (Unless I know and trust you, if you're all obnoxious over the "Eighteen+" thing in your bio, I don't want to know you) Icon by @ghostbellies.bsky.social!
Honestly dunno why I'm so incredibly, deeply excited to engage with bariatric healthplay elements of late but I guess if you folks could stick by me during all that, then I'll assume you're content to stick by me *overall* so...thank you but I'll also understand if you change your mind. x3
If you don't know what a "cannula" is, well...it's a term for lots of medical support tubing and not just for oxygen through the nose buuuuut for my uses, yeah, "nosetubes". x3 What say you, folks? (First two pics are by me, last one's by @pastelgeneticist.bsky.social )
...so...if I were to bring back the cannula as a visible, default feature of Nell's appearance, would anybody mind?
...so...if I were to bring back the cannula as a visible, default feature of Nell's appearance, would anybody mind?
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No more Sims games for us. No more EA games either, for that matter. Some words on why.
...massive immobile-fat mood...with any and every downside to it as well... >////<;;; No matter how overwhelming or scary or worrysome, I wanna know what I'd have to be in for if this was a real thing I'd have to get used to...and yes, I'm talking medically here too...
Seriously, if anybody reads this idea and thinks this is problematic in any way, do let me know. >.>
I also admit that I have an idea for a human female infinifat character (as in, immobile-fat and beyond) to explore some stuff but I worry that the idea behind her may be too horty-torty or potentially exploitative to sit well with my values with what I express with infinifat/perma-blob stuff.
I also admit that I have an idea for a human female infinifat character (as in, immobile-fat and beyond) to explore some stuff but I worry that the idea behind her may be too horty-torty or potentially exploitative to sit well with my values with what I express with infinifat/perma-blob stuff.
It's funny, I'm usually content with being NB as I feel I can't commit to just one thing and I generally just feel like "a person", yet every once in a while I do still see human SSBBW art that makes me wish that not only could I gain weight easier and more intensely, but wish I HRT'ed during too.
Had a dream where I was playing a new Pokemon game and in an idyllic paradise community, I ate these foods that not only turned me fatter but turned me into the Legendary Pokemon running things. I then spent the rest of the level circumventing the game trying to make me lose weight, haha.
Some of the pajama shorts I have keep going loose on me and it makes me wish I could immediately balloon into 500lbs at minimum IRL just so they can stop doing that, haha. @////@
Just worked out a really easy way to feel suddenly, massively pregnant: overcook pulled chicken pieces and have them with noodles you boil. @.@;;; (This might be the most @bluescale.bsky.social -type post I'll ever do but if I need to share facts, I'll share facts!)
Periodic reminder that there is no level of "toning it down" that will ever be acceptable to people whose goal is for you to not exist at all.
Everyone is into some weird thing that some young fash will think is "degenerate". If you are gay, queer, non-binary, trans, if you are into latex, or bdsm, or dubcon, or inflation, or pooltoys, anything that isn't a married cis het christian couple having sex for procreation, you're a freak too
I've posted too much right now, sorry. If nothing else, just know that I believe that fat acceptance should have no size limit. Because, really, it's true. So all of you who happen to be disabled from being fat, know you're as valid and deserving of happiness as everyone else. On YOUR terms too.
I'm not disabled due to fatness or immobile-fat. Yet I feel a real kinship and connection to people who are and yet, I don't know how much of how I conduct that is based on illusions and how much of it is based on real experiences. Without being posed as a problem to solve or othered desire.
...I wanna know more IRL bigger people - especially ones who are disabled or immobilised by their weight - but I worry about coming across as a dick or iffy. Why is my brain like this? I at least wanna be supportive and validating but goodness, maybe I should just stick to illusions. I deserve that
If nothing else, as difficult and challenging as the year has been sometimes, I've been really thankful for the reconnections I've managed to have with some folk. Guess when some dark clouds gather somewhere else, they dissipate from another area of the sky they coated over. Always hope somewhere.
With many or most folks (I hope the latter), I can be better with managing how I talk to them on IM's and pacing myself more comfortably... ...yet with some, I can't help but still fixate and excitedly yak at them like the years of progress aren't as effective and like, I know I'm ND but man...
...okay, never seen listings for any item online like these, I'll tell you hwat. o.o Anyone want rat-eaten Laserdiscs
If hugging you requires the other person to really stretch their arms to reach your huge self well, then congratulations on becoming one of the most huggable folks in the world. :3
The artist version of peer pressure is when you have other art obligations but you look at your TL and everyone is like "Didn't you know? It's Masturbation Day. Everyone who's anyone is drawing their fave jacking it" and you're like "ohhh no I gotta draw my fave jacking it today or I'm not cool"
I'm really sorry but I was kinda strained with how much I enjoyed the VRChat world "Fish!" as-is given it kinda sucks all sociability out of time together with others but to publish an update so bugged that using boats slingshots you out from an island your friends are? Fucking unacceptable.
The kind of things people get out of Alek vs. my other characters genuinely surprises me. This is not a complaint or a nitpick but merely an observation. :O Find that really interesting...I need to draw him more, haha.
Today’s Orca Week post is a Danny centered story, “You Should Smile More!” Danny’s forlorn expression catches the attention of a witch who really wants him to be happy, but are Danny’s feelings taken into consideration? Check back tomorrow to see how it all ends! #cookietakeshi #orcaweek
never liked the term "fandom" for furry. apart from the fact there's no core product of which furries are fans, its resonance with other "fandoms" implicitly centres con etc activity as the authentic core of furry and overlooks the wider diversity that embodies the majority of furry experience
Going through the Bonus Features discs (plural!) of the "Lion King" Laserdisc Collector's Edition set I have and 1) I didn't expect Laserdisc bonus features to quite work the way they do but its really charming, 2) Storyboard art for the movie's really cute and 3) MAN did I miss Bonus Features...
Blergh, I wish I wasn't so easily hooked on IM's to a point of getting hyperfixatory, I curse how much I get attached. >~<;;;; All on me, nobody should assume they're doing any wrong here, if anything thank you for not doing the sensible thing of straight up pushing me away when it's hard for me.
I wish I wasn't so easy to get all attachey and excitable to talk with folks, I feel like people'd be more okay with me if I wasn't so...Much. I'm doing the best I can but like, gosh...
I have now watched "The Lion King" on Deluxe CAV Letterboxed Laserdisc. See y'all at Anthrocon 1996, yeah?