I have to figure out what the point and meaning of my life is
Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️⚧️ΘΔ
@nikkyjules.bsky.social
23|she/her/it/its|Pan?|Puppygirl|ΘΔ| INFJ-T Dm's are open. I speak 🇩🇰🇬🇧🇩🇪 Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/nikkyjules Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@NikkyJules HRT - 2nd October 2024 My tuber-mom - @nyxthenephalem.bsky.social
Period cramps have had me laying in bed for hours
Hey guys, it's been a few days. I have not been doing the best recently, but I have a job now! And I have been busy with optcg events. Depression is really getting my ass but I hope all of you are hanging in there
Throwing out a big net here. Can anyone recommend an artist that takes commissions to make drawings of furry sonas?
Anyone that is going to CPH pride tomorrow that I could join? I don't want to go alone...
Go help my friends 🥹😠
We have 15 days left before we make a drive to a new home and never come back. I am terrified and scared, if you can throw a few bucks our way I'd appreciate it immensely. Mutual Care god please look down on us. https://gofund.me/ecb456ace
We have 15 days left before we make a drive to a new home and never come back. I am terrified and scared, if you can throw a few bucks our way I'd appreciate it immensely. Mutual Care god please look down on us. https://gofund.me/ecb456ace
One of those days where double dose of antidepressive meds have to do the work
Oh wow I almost had a full week of feeling good. I would say that's a new record. Now we just have to beat a 6 day streak
Thunderstorm took out the internet lol. Even phone data has been wonky
A little extra context. I have ptsd and it kept getting triggered multiple times a day for a few days in a row and I could barely sleep
Just wanted to give an update. I went home from the tech camp because I couldn't be there anymore because my mental health hadn't been that low in years. I got home and spent some time with an amazing friend and listened to some of her music on the piano. I now no longer feel like ending my life
Also, Dota 2 is really fun to play while drinking
Just wanted to give an update. I went home from the tech camp because I couldn't be there anymore because my mental health hadn't been that low in years. I got home and spent some time with an amazing friend and listened to some of her music on the piano. I now no longer feel like ending my life
I almost killed myself today. This is the worst fucking time in my life in the last few years and ofc there are people that somehow make it even worse than that. I haven't wanted to kill someone so badly in so long
Today would have been @aresthegremlin.bsky.social's 19th birthday. She passed away early February of this year. She was my daughter's partner. @nyxthenephalem.bsky.social fought tirelessly to try to see her in her final months, despite the escalating abuse from home. I made this art in February.
Fuck me this day has been just.. a fucking mess for me mentally. I fucking hate this. I hate my life. I wish I didn't have trauma and ptsd
She is risking walking in the woods with wolves for two hours each way so please help my love get a bus pass
I... doubt it will do anything, but... i'll try one last time ko-fi.com/thejadeddemo... #mutualaid
I'm a horrible person and mentally ill. It's not gonna get better