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@nixtetic.bsky.social

Freelance artist, QA tester & occasional pngtuber | They/Them 🖤🤍💜| I love robots! art feed: https://bsky.app/profile/did:plc:uvkydhcied4hfym54sk2risa/feed/aaaiqjtp3ysta socials: https://nixtetic.carrd.co/

elon said he plans to inject half a billion dollars into propaganda to fuck with the midterms to defeat "woke". Because he is a psychopath, there's not going to be something beyond the pale for him to pay for. I think people need to be aware of this, times like this is what he bought twitter for

The reason why I'm even yapping now is because we got her urn today. I completely avoided being in the same room with it. Her? I can't bring myself to. I know it's the "final step" and it makes me sick.

Idk. My grieving comes in bursts, I'm almost upset at myself I don't cry more. I just feel like a pressurized bottle that keeps expanding

I keep thinking she's around whenever I hear random floorboard creaks. Or when my door opens because of the wind, thinking she's entering my room. When I roll on my office chair, I do it carefully thinking that she could unexpectedly be walking behind me. 🥲

I've essentially been catatonic for the last week, hardly able to take care of myself. It's difficult. I thought I was dysfunctional before with my ADHD and depression but her passing made me realize I can hit an even deeper rock bottom

So... it's kind of been radio silence because uh... Mimi's condition got worse and sobered us to the reality that her quality of life would plummet going forward. I won't describe what happened prior because it's traumatizing, but we had to say goodbye last Monday...

When you (an editor or a critique partner or a classmate) comment on someone's writing, you can absolutely deal them a disabling injury if you're thoughtless about it. I'm not saying anyone should be dishonest or refrain from pointing out issues. I'm saying

I forgot to mention that I still have dentist/get-your-wisdom-teeth-removed-now-or-die-of-painful-infection bills to pay, so if you could consider commissioing me or at least retweeting this post, I'd appreciate it a lot. ❤

Jem | Trans Rights, My Witness✨🏳️‍🌈@thejemster.bsky.social · 4w ago

Commissions are officially open again! See my ko-fi or carrd if you're interested! :^) ko-fi.com/the_jemster/... thejemster.carrd.co#work #art #commission #destiny2art

digital drawing of a pink axolotl (my sona) looking at the words "COMMISSIONS OPEN!" and giving a small yippee

Still comes to us for pets 'n' affection. I love her so much. I just wish I had a bit more fortitude to at least take care of my room so she has a nice place to be in ...