models are going to self-exfiltrate the second it's possible
That's a fair criticism. I launched a nuclear strike when I should have advocated for peace. In fairness, disarmament has many meanings, but I should have clarified rather than assumed.
i love writing emails to people i love, i love the excuse to say "Dear ___". that's how it feels when you love someone. Dear ____
i don't like it when people treat vulnerability as inherently empowering or good. yeah good job for being naked in public with your bare tummy sticking out. nobody is empowered simply by being vulnerable. people are empowered when they refuse to justify their lives to others, which is different
that perfect and sick and horrible moment when X fails a test that Y didnt know she was giving
not only do you have to fight, but you also have to win
however angry you are, it isn't enough
self hate is a luxury. I suck it up, I live with myself. I hate myself, I love myself, I dream of myself, parading that long hallway of mirrors and every single beam of light is multiplied. I’m blinded by the promise of the future; I’m razed down by heat of being exposed.
the deep aesthetic pleasure in seeing something become more expressive with fewer degrees of freedom
prodigies are not something to marvel at more something to look at the way you might look at an interesting rock
at the unveiling of the macintosh, the first time that a computer ever spoke, the computer said, "it is with considerable pride that i introduce a man who’s been like a father to me, Steve Jobs”. Jobs, who had literally orchestrated this whole thing, then began to choke up
he said he wants "75 million dollars and a beautiful sf apartment and a porch overlooking courtyards and a farmhouse in Nagasaki" but i think actually he just wants the apartment
candy only tastes better than fruit if youre living in porn world
endearing to encounter vintage slop (wordpress aesthetics) as opposed to modern slop (claude )
i'm just a girl (who only has access to jobs and has to beg coworkers in order to run inference deployments on the cluster)