How has it been 8 years since I first downloaded OBS? I’m going do a deep-dive stream looking back at my time in the creator sphere so anyone wants an insight to my journey or maybe it can be the nudge to remind you not to give up - see you tomorrow? ❤️ and ♻️ appreciated
crol 🦦🥐
@ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social
just an otter vtuber baking up the sweetest vibes twitch.tv/ohsnapitscarol banner @oniimely.bsky.social
Am I shocked about the allegations and behind the scenes talked about in “Fit for TV” no. But holy hell how can anyone be so okay with exploiting people for entertainment like that?!??
bouncing between wanting to be alone to wanting to be with friends 🫨
umamusume coming out right when I needed a distraction was great. But also now I’m highly addicted to this game HOLYYY
Maybe I book another massage at the end of the month 💆🏻♀️
Maybe… I need to surround myself with different people :c I just want to feel alive again
I just need to force myself to do things I’m uncomfortable with so I can break this cycle of bad habits :c
maybe I’m so hyper focus on Umamusume because nothing in life brings me joy and something about focusing on that just makes me forget about how empty I feel
I gamed too much because I didn’t wanna think too much and now I’m nauseous as heck :c
I wonder what it’s like to not have a million thoughts running in your head all day
trying to figure out why I’m having such feelings of resentment is so hard 😭
Being up past 3am is my “let’s make some spontaneous decision” hours and last time I booked my first tattoo appointment… PLEASE I NEED TO SLEEP OR I WILL YOLO SOMETHING
I had ONE small cup of coffee at 11am. And it took my ass the whole day to drink and now I’m up at 3am 😭
I’ve been really into falling asleep to “boring history to fall asleep to” or “fall asleep as I play xyz” type of videos lately and it’s been soooo nice
I miss him :c I wanna send all these seal posts but I can’t anymore
texting into the void the things I wanna text him because idk how to cope :c
All I did today was sleep all day because I had a headache and was nauseous :c
sorry not sorry for the crash out on my social media. going through some thangsss and need to let out some steam