I have been so dysregulated for the last 13 years. But especially the last 5. The past 2.5 years have been so incredibly hard with so much loss. My siblings dad, a whole friend group, two relationships, my niece, my home, my health, my safety. My nieces death especially impacts me. I’m tired.
Oomi Maven — 💛☀️Sunshine Arc ☀️💛
@oomimaven.bsky.social
🚫MINORS DNI🚫 Happily taken! https://throne.com/eumeliamaven https://twitch.tv/oomimaven
My birthday is in a few days and I’m actually dreading it. I hate my birthday 😞
11 year old me would think I’m a bitch-ass poser who isn’t mean enough. They would also think I’m pushover, and probably would’ve thrown hands with several people these last 5 years. 11 y/o me may not be proud of me, but like, they thought we would expire by 16 so I had to improvise.
vague update: The trials for my niece's murderers are starting soon. since it has made national headlines i have changed my twitch name. If yall dont know what my new one is, dm me. I wont be posting the new name publicly though.
So my Tellonym is now deleted. And now I’m paranoid.
Update on the project: still waiting on direction from the boss. I started manually refining the model, but could use a blender mentor tbh.
I wish I hadn’t wasted so much of my life on losers who couldn’t treat me with even a semblance of decency. 8 years on one, almost 2 on the other. The 2nd one told me he hopes he won’t be the one that got away. Don’t worry little man, you definitely weren’t LMAO. I got it right this time.
MOOTS: do you know a 3d model maker with comms open? I work for a YouTuber and we need a model made for an upcoming project. We have fully fleshed out the idea and shapes, and even made a demo model. We just need a polished model with a few facial expressions we can animate.
I cant believe ive been with Zac for a full year as of yesterday. Its insane to me. Its crazier to me that we're moving in together in july!!! Ive never been happier or more in love <333
Chat type 1 if you think I’ll actually finish this AU piece #deadlock #thedoorman #paige #au #fanart
Paige So what's your name? Doorman I am The Doorman. Paige That's not your name.... Doorman It's not, but for my purposes in New York it helps me stay grounded that I am here to serve and not to rule. Paige What if I called you Briar? Doorman No. #deadlock #thedoorman #paige #AU
Paige So what's your name? Doorman I am The Doorman. Paige That's not your name.... Doorman It's not, but for my purposes in New York it helps me stay grounded that I am here to serve and not to rule. Paige What if I called you Briar? Doorman No. #deadlock #thedoorman #paige #AU
my abuser relapsed! 🤭 I hope he never gets clean, and continues to ruin his own life.
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Sneak peak of my mantis x Loki art (SFW ver.) because I’m addicted to marvel rivals and think they’re so stupidly cute together
Been thinking about this @hazbin-hotel.bsky.social song a lot lately. Also shoutout to kirapika.cos on TikTok, her Lute cosplay was the inspo and ref for this piece.
I am back and maybe better then ever! This coming Thursday 10am NZST with a few new tricks up my sleeve. But first wanna get a look at something new? Gotta unlock it first! 💜
legit considering opening furry art comms so i can save up to move
Messy trend about exes Beginning of / end of 1: the hills / dial tone 2: make me wanna die / hit em up style, 29 3: alkaline / pls cheat on me 3.5: not notable enough for me to have listened to songs about you tbh 3.75: i really like you / sarcasm
Also sorry I’ve been like SUPER gone. I’ve been working on projects for my streamer friends!
Genuinely so obsessed with my boyfriend ngl He’s the best!
I am mentally not well right now. I think something serious is happening to me medically and because the state is taking their sweet time I can’t get medical care. it’s so frustrating.
Shoutout to my favorite human @itstoyotaae86.bsky.social You should catch him sometime over on twitch.tv/tubbuds (I’m not sure who made the base originally, since I got it from TikTok btw)