I wish to get worse on my ed w out affecting so deeply my mood ʘ‿ʘ
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Usually when im ts depressed I binge all the time but now its just so deep I lost my appetite
I hate the bone deep desire to disappear for so long people wonder if I kms
I miss my former self, when I was balls deep in my ed. I would eat like 2 bagels a day or nothing at all for a week. I personally think of it was the best moment of my life. I look back at so fondly.
even if someday I recover from it all, I dont think I'll ever stop having it as a coping mechanism if everything goes downhill again
I hate apps acting like they care about ppl with EDs, like there's so many loopholes to see literal deathspo on Pinterest
it’d be great to have a gf to at least be fucked up with me. but no i’m alone and fucked up thank you
yk when you fucked up and then all you gotta do is deal w the fact that you suck
what the fuck how come im so fucking stupid and only screw everything up
My phone fucking broke and I couldn't log for like 2 days what 💔
What's ur kcal limit for tomorrow? I wanna avoid binging so my limit tomorrow will be less restrictive than today's Im thinking something around 750-800 kcals (゜o゜
which wont ever happen bc I have a drinking problem and the worst possible sugar addiction btw ᵕ᷄≀ ̠ᵕ᷅
✶𝑌𝑣𝑒𝑠 ⁱˢ ᵗʸᵖⁱⁿᵍ···@oopsiyvis.bsky.social · 2w agoif I lose enough weight to reach my gw before October comes I'll take myself on a solo date to finally buy some new clothes ૮ ˶ˆ ﻌ ˆ˶ ა
if I lose enough weight to reach my gw before October comes I'll take myself on a solo date to finally buy some new clothes ૮ ˶ˆ ﻌ ˆ˶ ა
its honestly so frustrating when im excited to f4st and restr1ct and see the numbers going down but then I fuck it up by being a fatty and giving it all up in a sec just for quick dopamine (sugar) (-_-;)
I wish I could just slice all that hanging fat chunk out of my body seriously
My face is so puffy, I swear I'll never have those chicken nuggets again (-_-;)・・・ fck hangover munchies
If I didnt have such a sweet tooth issues I would probably already have reached my ugw. Im literally fcking addicted to sugar and 90% of the time its never worth the kcals
I hate feeling dizzy but BUT today it made me lose my appetite so I guess im grateful for my bus driver to going fcking insane today
I should've done a interests post aaaaahhhgghhhh O_o
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