faye-marie cybelle

@ouppylikebricks.bsky.social

they/them | 24 (mdni) | plural 'i assert my right to blaspheme to the end'

christians when christians do christian things following christianity and explicitly say they're doing it in the name of christianity like christians have done for 2000+ years: uhhhhb they werent real christians tho💅💅

i think my brain is starting to get used to not tying my worth & if i should even be alive to being a 'productive' artist—i'll be 25 in a month but knowing i don't *have* to make anything, that i can just do art bc it's cool & i wanna make people cool things is weirdly freeing

the worst excuse i've seen in those 'speedrun cheater exposed!!!' videos was someone saying they couldn't do their pokemon gen 1 records live bc 'my computer is too underpowered to run the emulator'--like bruh are you doing attempts in burkina faso or rural pakistan or what

these are the weirdest audhd zoomies i've ever had--i cleaned like 1/3rd of the apartment, got my packages, took a long ass bath, immediately sat down & wrote like 3 pages of an essay idea i've been sketching mentally & i'm still feeling locked in

The TOS being so strict that they control you offsite is the problem; sites like Patreon and Kofi have offsite clauses too. The social criminalization of the suggestion that somewhere you might be doing nsfw is a problem. It's branding a person as obscene and we need consumers to stand up for us

Sam Cole@samleecole.bsky.social · 5d ago

a bunch of popular ASMR artists lost their channels forever this week, after YouTube cited them for violating terms against "sexually gratifying" content: www.404media.co/youtube-asmr...

kanna told me the wife of one of our friends is trying to escape the us & i'm gonna make the prediction rn the yanks are gonna find out REAL quick what happens when you force out all the cool people--hope all those cis supremacists in 2028 don't like having working pcs or code or art

i double checked it & the same applies to the whole deep dive—like you see this weird story of how the media industry uses anything as scaffolding for ruling class values morph in real time into the navidson record 2 JUST FROM NIKKI PUTTING THE SOURCES IN ORDER

a cropped screenshot from nikki carreon's youtube video 'an unhinged justin bieber deepdive (part 2)', showing the section where she talks about a tabloid story claiming 'hundreds' of fans saw justin bieber turn into a giant reptile right in front of them.
faye-marie cybelle@ouppylikebricks.bsky.social · last wk.

that whole stretch of time feels like a bad nightmare looking back istg—there's this justin bieber deep dive video & the early career section is the cultural equivalent of being 2 seconds from a final destination death for an hour

I will reiterate: Christians in the West evangelize in public for the same reason men catcall. Neither is trying to persuade you; both are reminding you that the public sphere belongs to them and you exist in it at their sufferance.

for as lonely & hopeless as i often feel every few weeks i have a moment of being stunned at how much things have changed for the better—like jfc 2020 was not that long ago & i healed all the trauma from that year. & i got estrogen + meds