faye-marie cybelle
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they/them | 24 (mdni) | plural 'i assert my right to blaspheme to the end'
christians when christians do christian things following christianity and explicitly say they're doing it in the name of christianity like christians have done for 2000+ years: uhhhhb they werent real christians tho💅💅
like i played a bit of project gorgon before bed, some people on the global chat were talking abt like spiders, i chimed in just doing me & when i was getting headache medication i went 'that is the 2nd time random people there thought i was cool just being who i am'
terrible headache but realized i'm probably more likeable than i normally realize
terrible headache but realized i'm probably more likeable than i normally realize
i think my brain is starting to get used to not tying my worth & if i should even be alive to being a 'productive' artist—i'll be 25 in a month but knowing i don't *have* to make anything, that i can just do art bc it's cool & i wanna make people cool things is weirdly freeing
the worst excuse i've seen in those 'speedrun cheater exposed!!!' videos was someone saying they couldn't do their pokemon gen 1 records live bc 'my computer is too underpowered to run the emulator'--like bruh are you doing attempts in burkina faso or rural pakistan or what
these are the weirdest audhd zoomies i've ever had--i cleaned like 1/3rd of the apartment, got my packages, took a long ass bath, immediately sat down & wrote like 3 pages of an essay idea i've been sketching mentally & i'm still feeling locked in
⚠️I BEG YOU TO STOP SCROLLING ⚠️ IF I DON'T RAISE THIS 18 HOURS I WILL BE THROWN OUT ON THE STREET, WHERE I'M GOING TO DIE. I HAVE AN AUTOIMMUNE DISEASE THAT ATTACKS MY ORGANS UNTIL THEY FAIL. I CANNOT SURVIVE THE STREET. HELP ME. PLEASE.
PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME PLEASE SAVE ME
gender is but a construct...... .;.... ......and i ate the cement....
Gender is but a construct and if it floats I can bring it down
The TOS being so strict that they control you offsite is the problem; sites like Patreon and Kofi have offsite clauses too. The social criminalization of the suggestion that somewhere you might be doing nsfw is a problem. It's branding a person as obscene and we need consumers to stand up for us
a bunch of popular ASMR artists lost their channels forever this week, after YouTube cited them for violating terms against "sexually gratifying" content: www.404media.co/youtube-asmr...
as I detail in my book Sexed Up, what is deemed "sexual" (or not) is entirely based on perception & interpretation, not the act in question itself. & it invariably targets women & other marginalized groups: juliaserano.com/sexedup.html
Yes, this is 100% about censorship in general, and the current anti-sexual weirdness that’s going on. But a paragraph near the end of the article is especially telling… ASMR is primarily created by women. Women doing anything will always be perceived by some as inherently sexual (excerpt in comms)
kanna told me the wife of one of our friends is trying to escape the us & i'm gonna make the prediction rn the yanks are gonna find out REAL quick what happens when you force out all the cool people--hope all those cis supremacists in 2028 don't like having working pcs or code or art
ドライブ楽しいね。がんぼるぞい。 translation: It's fun getting a ride in a car.
i double checked it & the same applies to the whole deep dive—like you see this weird story of how the media industry uses anything as scaffolding for ruling class values morph in real time into the navidson record 2 JUST FROM NIKKI PUTTING THE SOURCES IN ORDER
that whole stretch of time feels like a bad nightmare looking back istg—there's this justin bieber deep dive video & the early career section is the cultural equivalent of being 2 seconds from a final destination death for an hour
Imogene Wilson by Ira L. Hill, NYC 1923. When she moved to Hollywood in 1927 the former model turned scandal-plagued Follies star took a new name: Mary Nolan.
“Fandom replacing appreciation and criticism is one of the worst plagues affecting art.” LOUDER
Absolutely. I loved the review, even though I'd seen the movie and genuinely enjoyed it. I thought it was a great movie, I thought she wrote a great review panning it! Fandom replacing appreciation and criticism is one of the worst plagues affecting art.
I will reiterate: Christians in the West evangelize in public for the same reason men catcall. Neither is trying to persuade you; both are reminding you that the public sphere belongs to them and you exist in it at their sufferance.
for as lonely & hopeless as i often feel every few weeks i have a moment of being stunned at how much things have changed for the better—like jfc 2020 was not that long ago & i healed all the trauma from that year. & i got estrogen + meds
Loretta Young by Kenneth Alexander, 1933. (Thread)