PenroseVT 🖋️🌹

@penrosevt.me

Published author. Maker of videos. Story-driven game enjoyer. Audiobook Narrator. Occasional voice actor. She/Her Website: https://penrosevt.me

I started rewrites on OUTCAST yesterday. It was so nice to just unplug and watch some shows while I tore my work to shreds and cried on the remains. That said, we're making good progress. Let's hope I don't get distracted by writing FFXIV fanfiction with my OCs there....

I have tried 4 times to make a ref sheet for my new model... They all feel like trash and that I'm not doing my model mama's work justice. Deadline for debut coming up soon... I'm running out of time...

I pulled out my very first model the other day. I haven't used it in years. The art is still cute, but man, the rigging is sooo bad. The thing is... I think it's more a product of the time and my own ignorance of the vtuber world rather than the fact that I got it done on Fiverr.

So we’re gonna work on the not good enough part. I’ve got a ton of projects I’ve been working on but seeing my model come to life is really motivational in a terrifying sort of way.

As debut day comes ever closer, I realize I’m entirely not ready. Y’all. I’m sitting here looking at videos of the rigging from my model mama, and I’m so blown away. My brain is like…. Girl you’re not good enough for this model. 😂

Now that I’m halfway through Rebirth, I started playing Yuffie’s DLC in Remake. I know, I’m backwards but hey, it’s fiiiine. It’s really just nice being able to install more than one game at a time now.

It’s truth that hating on things sells. Hate is an easy fire to spread. It’s also true that those of us who chose a different energy probably won’t have as far a reach or as intense a response and that’s a choice we make, because that’s the energy we want to put out there in the world.

Tonight's stream starts in about 30min-ish! I missed you guys last week so let's yap a little to catch up and then we'll get into FF7 Rebirth. :) Oh, and please note, the new URL. The name has officially been changed... except where I forgot to change it. twitch.tv/penrosevt

Purple haired cat girl stands in front of the world of Midgard at sunset, between Cloud and Zack.