Petulant Skeptic

@petulantskeptic.bsky.social

Pediatric intensivist. former Army officer. Husband. Father. Waffle expert. Opinionated.

One more COVID anecdote: The chief nurse from my military PICU (an adult ICU nurse by training) got deployed as part of a FEMA augmentation team *to my hometown* in Idaho around Thanksgiving of 2020. I went home to see my family on leave and took him out to breakfast

Every single technology-related website needs a button that says "I played Oregon Trail on an Apple II in elementary school" to skip past all of the hand holding / service selling nonsense for setting up technology devices

Pretty sure my daughter overheard me tell my wife I was going to pick up her birthday present while I was out running errands today. I came home and got an inquisition about where I'd been and, "I checked on Find My where you were and it said you were at 7-11, why?"

The only thing I have to add to the COVID discourse: By a series of quirks I was given the job of writing the DoD's official guidance on how to triage ventilators and life sustaining devices for children. It never got published (thank god) since the wave ebbed before it was needed

My overall thesis on vaccine refusal and many other modern issues is that our primate brains cannot manage the chasm between how safe our world is and the constant barrage of bad things having happened; so we end up excessively worrying and seeking to avoid any danger that feels controllable

In my quest not to let the anxieties of my job wreck my kids' childhood I agreed to my daughter's request for a birthday party at a local pool (that has lifeguards!) and got a dream about doing CPR on a child pulled out of the pool for my good deed.

Tonight, apropos of nothing, I remembered a transfer phone call I got about a child OSH was going to intubate after treating their seizures. I accepted them and heard nothing. We called them back and they said they'd failed to intubate the child but now they were waking up. They went to our ward.

The look of abject disappointment on my dog's face when the sky just erupted in thunder for the second time this week (thunderstorms are quite rare in this part of the PNW) after dealing with 4th of July and neighbors shooting off their extra fireworks for another week. Poor guy hates July

I've been taught the Odyssey twice in school (high school, college) and somehow the connection between the Odysseus's Trojan Horse as an affront to Zeus' law and the abuse of Zeus' law by the suitors in Odysseus's house never made it into my brain. The Nolan movie was heavy handed in its delivery

There is a lot to say about the Nolan Odyssey movie. But one point that I think has not been emphasized enough is: this is a film about living in LA, as Nolan, my erstwhile British compatriot and age mate, has done for years. I gather it’s a strange place.

Weirdest thing about The Odyssey (since Nolan is known to be so snobbish about sound mixing) was the klaxon sound that was mixed into the final fight scene to heighten tension despite the rest of it being drums and orchestral. Good movie tho

A thread about my adventure today trying to get the Army to stop paying me, despite the fact that I left service (finished terminal leave) over 6 weeks ago (3 paychecks) and my final out was at the beginning of May. 🧵

It's jarring to come home from an ICU shift where I made hundreds of decisions trying to calibrate risk tradeoffs to optimize the chances of keeping fragile humans alive and scroll through news of politicians and authorities ostentatiously disregarding safety rules to flaunt their vainglory

I got out of the Army over a month ago but they won't stop paying me. Central military payroll answers their phones but say it's a local pay office problem. Local pay office won't answer their phones. I don't want to do the paperwork to get a base pass to go in person. One final round of fuckery