maddy ghoulpants 🏳️⚧️
@pissjester.bsky.social
put the work in, plant a garden, try to stay afloat
where is the final boss of the transmascs and how do I get there
Madelyn, the tide is coming in.
ascribing it/its pronouns to a girl because I turned her into a thing made only for my pleasure
the coasts, (women in nyc and pdx) they call to me (they want me bad)
i’m getting the Hayley Williams comparison more often and that’s intimidating that’s fucking me up
no nonsense, i think i need to get fucked so bad. like, actually fucked. it has been since well before transition that i have and its got to be way better now.
i have to boymode around the video clients i’m seeing today and it’s basically the only circumstance in my life where i ever need to do this anymore and i’m getting more and more tired of it
been having weird intrusive thoughts about the idea of tying someone up and giving them a dose of hrt, like maybe some scared little femboy/egg who’s got an anxious look in their eye knowing they won’t be able to turn back once i give it to them
i’ve never been on spiro or anything because my doctors say i have basically no t in the first place. my doctors say maddy you were actually born a woman in the first place
PLEASE DON'T IGNORE🚨🚨 Tonight I want to have the hope that I will be able to reach my goal, there are so many nights of suffering and wakefulness the only thing I want is to get a safe home and food please could someone save me tonight? Goal:$1360‼️ goget.fund/4nLrlW2 www.paypal.me/wjmftrans
the first cis woman to show me true womanly solidarity aside from my sister is kat at the circle k. we love her
also today my boss and my friend, whose last day it was, both agreed that they could see me being a future manager alongside my boss :)
my coworker apparently didn’t realize I was trans and today he found out and asked me from what to what
if anyone wants to slide into my dms I have unredeemed flight credits and i’m especially vulnerable
okay but I think I’ve been asked on like four dates today so that’s something
happy national lesbian day. I don’t have a partner but lesbians make me happy anyway
happy national lesbian day. I don’t have a partner but lesbians make me happy anyway
women love sticking their faces into the pillow and kicking their feet up into the air instead of sleeping (im women)
I love to go on my break at work knowing that afterwards I’ve only got to do 20 minutes of work before I get to go home
if a man makes eye contact with me and doesn’t hold the door he should be drawn and quartered for entertainment
people keep trying to flatter me by telling me I pass well. like shut up
diving into my slut era maybe. this is healthy
I'm calling home, hear you laughing in the afterglow and the reasons to abandon all my former ghosts. And you're brave, so I'm brave, or I'm trying anyway. Put the work in, plant a garden, try to stay afloat.