sj trying to get lqg to leave him alone and accidently revealing that his shizun on qing jing sexually abused him bc he thought lqg knew already, thought almost everyone knew and that's part of why people didnt like him.

starsnores🔞@starsnores.bsky.social · 8mo ago

Hmmmm au where disciple sj leaves cang qiong and while he doesn't end up with another demonic cultivator he ends up in another abusive awful relationship. Lqg finds him while he's out off the mountains and is blindsided by the idea that sj would let himself be treated this way

shen jiu as the sickly little brother between him and sy

yqy affected by an aphrodisiac poison while on a mission with sj. hard against sj's ass murmuring adoring nonsense into sj's ear and sj IS having some sort of trauma response about it.

wanted to draw tonight but i feel a bit rusty so i don't think i'll be able to draw what i want to but here is a half dressed shen jiu. i HAVE been oiling him up in my head recently. demolishing that twink in my minds eye.

Posted a new fic. It's going to be Mon-Wed-Fri updates for the next month. We're talking heavy Shen Jiu angst and some very messy relationships. archiveofourown.org/works/801456...

This fic is done now btw and it’s 30k words. Will be posting soon.

Library Squid@plaguesquid.bsky.social · 9mo ago

Currently working on a new fic where Shen Yuan transmigrates as Shen Jiu’s baby and… uh… it’s in the Qiu manor so things are bad.

Xiu Ya being able to tell the difference instantly because Shen Jiu has really high support needs and relies on his sword for qi regulation and to stop spiraling thoughts while Shen Yuan is just normal.

Mu Qingfang looks at him with the sort of gentle expression that Shen Jiu knows will never be genuinely meant for him and says, “Do you think that maybe what happened to you in the past is affecting how you see things now?” “No,” Shen Jiu says. “It was nothing. Nothing happened to me.”

Library Squid@plaguesquid.bsky.social · 9mo ago

He's only saying this because Yue Qingyuan isn't here, the one person who would understand why it happened when he was twelve, who would know it wasn't something he wanted and would see that it was a result of his weakness. Yue Qingyuan is off visiting another sect.

Shen Yuan transmigrating into a world with Shen Jiu still in it (as an NPC Peak Lord or something) and figuring that something isn’t quite right with him. Shen Jiu isn’t just an asshole, he’s hard to get along with on purpose. He’s hiding something.

Fanfiction doesn’t exist to be “good” it exists because something went horribly wrong with you while you were watching a tv show and you’re gripped by madness

It's funny writing fic about a Chinese series written in Chinese set entirely in fantasy China as a non-Chinese American because like, the characters are speaking Chinese but also they aren't. They are familiar with the Chinese cultural landscape but also I'm an American writing for Anglophones.

Time travel au where sj wakes up in the past with his memories from pidw but he's a disciple and Extra traumatized and starts clinging to yqy 24/7

I’m attempting to Mewgenics-pill the server. So far no takers, perhaps because it’s called Mewgenics and I look insane talking about it.

Love that the way to tell Shen Jiu and Shen Yuan apart is which one looks fucking miserable.

Shen Jiu having a ton of completely unprocessed shit going on in his head. He understands that his past was worse than normal but also doesn’t really understand it. So he doesn’t know the boundaries for things like physical discipline or expecting too much out of his disciples.

shen jiu to me is someone who doesn't really think himself capable of being truly independent i think

Shen Jiu being the absolute worst as a teacher because he 100% lives vicariously through his disciples (well, the ones he actually tolerates) and expects them to work just as hard as he did at their age. Never mind the fact that he kinda destroyed him doing that…

I think an important part of Shen Jiu’s character is that he is Miserable. He does horrible things but he doesn’t enjoy them because he doesn’t seem to enjoy much of anything. The closest he gets to happy is when he’s being comforted by women. And is that really happpiness or just need?

head full... of foxjiu....... 🦊9⃣

Anyone want a list of my bizarre Shen Jiu headcanons?

Deeply codependent qijiu where Shen Jiu just doesn’t eat or sleep without Yue Qingyuan being there for him. He’s too paranoid and just plain scared alone. But nobody would poison Yue Qingyuan or sneak into his bedroom to hurt him so it’s safe to eat his food and sleep in his bed.

What if Xiu Ya was the sword that Shen Jiu used to kill Qiu Jianluo and it became more than just ordinary metal because his qi was going completely wild during the massacre.

Apparently people still send spam faxes in the year 2026. And they go to public libraries for some reason.

Shentwins where they go through the Qiu manor together and then join the sect and Shen Yuan is able to make friends and work through his trauma and be happy and Shen Jiu just can’t. He’s always going to be living with the aftermath of what happened.

drew it... when he gets little they feed him sweets and play dress up and do his hair...

unfortunately i think he'd be very vulnerable to this sort of thing... he is in danger...

don't worry, you're supposed to bleed the first time

he can't maintain inedia when he's little so qi-ge feeds him and then he's only happy when qi-ge eats too.

disciples yue qingyuan and shen jiu go on a mission to promote peak unity and shen jiu gets injured.

suffer does the wolf crawling to thee