Orpheus "Teige" Wren 🏳️‍⚧️

@probablyacryptid.bsky.social

37, trans, physically broken, AuDHD, C-PTSD. Still wearing masks Poly with 2 partners Keybard author he/him Discord: (mutuals only, DM me) Ko-fi books/music, get something free on me 💚: https://ko-fi.com/orpheusandeli/shop

I have an appointment literally at the same time as pain management, but the good news is I am fully aware that pain management isn't going to actually talk to me for the first 20 minutes after I check in, so I can probably manage the appointment It's the night of the brain bleed, what I remember 😰

Orpheus "Teige" Wren 🏳️‍⚧️@probablyacryptid.bsky.social · 2d ago

Last night I didn't even have a flashback, I had a panic attack because I know one is coming and I don't want it. I DON'T want to have this one. It's not even here yet and it's making me cry I also know what it is So I'm gonna call my psychiatrist today I guess and see if he has ideas? Ugh

Thinking about how I started having knee pain when I was 12 and shoulder pain when I was 13 and some kind of hip problems even when I was younger (not sure age) but my mother, last we properly spoke, insisted I couldn't possibly have Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome 😮‍💨🙄😒 Rheumatologist disagreed though

There's a yard sale literally behind where I live and my right hip has been doing better so I took my cane with me to hobble over, bought a table with a lamp, and my left knee chose that moment to try and collapse Figures 😮‍💨 But my neighbor, lovely woman, threw in a walker and a knee brace for me 💚