relapsed in the guest bathroom my thigh is stinging but I can’t let them know

Exceeded my calorie limit ^_^ I need to die right now🤞

@profanity.accountant 🥺

oh these new eyebrow razors I got are NICE I am definitely using them for their “intended purpose”

Stop, stop, stop it.

@veilvetaria.bsky.social THANK YOU FOR THE SPAMM💞

I might delete these rants later but I can already tell it’s gonna be a really damaging week for my mental health;;

I want to scrub my skin until it turns red that was so horrible it felt like there were four layers of dirt on my skin.. On top of all of that will be staying over at a friend’s house for the whole week. it’s ~4 hours from my house so I can’t just leave whenever I want to I want to cry

not even 5 minutes in and they started laughing at my hair

જ⁀➴ ♡ livvy ໒꒱@raincandie.bsky.social · 2d ago

I was too tired for makeup but I got my hair done 2day (^_^)!! #jiraisky ‧₊˚ ⋅🍬‧₊˚ ⋅ #jiraiposting #landmineposting

hiding in the guest bathroom gyulp

I wish there was a way to like warp time and skip interactions you don’t want to deal with

should I pretend to get violently ill or something

this is so awkward already how am I supposed to stay here for 7 days

I was too tired for makeup but I got my hair done 2day (^_^)!! #jiraisky ‧₊˚ ⋅🍬‧₊˚ ⋅ #jiraiposting #landmineposting

I need to be awake at 6 am and it’s 2 AM ALREADY FFUCK ME

first skircle I post here hello hi the deer won’t leave me alone I’d be mad for having a bot in the center but it’s maretu so it’s ok @internationalbbl.bsky.social POST SOMETHYJG 😡😡😡🤬🤬

this is so stupid

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I NEED A BLADE IN MY HAND RIGHT NOW

I don’t know what to do anymore

I was invited to my friend’s summer house (we haven’t talked in months) and I couldn’t say no and now I don’t know what to do I hope it doesn’t drain me too much and I can’t cut at all when I’m there uuhhrhhhrhhg also I don’t know if there will even be a scale I could use or not

Resisting the urge to go berserk on my arms

almost 400 calories and for what

oh fml i shouldn’t have eaten that

ITS SO HOT IM MELTING

should I make a separate blog/art account idk it would feel nice to have one but it’s too much work rn.…

I want to lose weight so badddhdjdhjccbjzishxjdbfjckchhxuschchdvxjchcj bjcibc uuuuhrhhrhrhrhgggegdjdhgv hi

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I don’t feel miserable but I definitely don’t feel good either