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i ate twice in two days. so instead of forcing myself to run while woozy, i got a burger, ate that burger, and emailed four therapists in my area for initial consults. and now that dd2 allows you to save at any moment, it’s time to play my gay berserk casual mode nonsense.

experienced a protest in the PP parking lot today. baffling lack of critical thinking on part of specifically north american evangelical christians who shrieked about “abortion is murder” and “against god’s plan” as if murder is not explicitly part of god’s plan. behold: history.

very positive thing: i splurged on a light that renders my walls and ceiling somewhere between an aurora and water. it is incredibly soothing and i can combine two colors to create the bluish/green or indigo/violet mood i prefer to recharge. worth it.

I am so sick of seeing ai systems treated as an interesting topic in academic philosophy. Are you fucking serious? Stop dignifying the slop with attention. If I wanted to interpret the oracles of techbro skidmarks I would pants them myself. Shit makes analytic philosophers look like fucking mystics.

researching autism properly finally after a very long semi-denial period has been enlightening in useful and not useful ways. like, cool, my experiences are validated and other people have them and here are ways to navigate. also, capitalism exacerbates it. have fun.

reminded against my will of 2000s era chuunibyou having meltdowns bc you refused to believe yami yugi was real and their boyfriend. i know this is mostly a ploy to get people to believe llms are sentient when they cannot be, but the true believers really don’t need their delusions fed /more/.

Kat Tenbarge@kattenbarge.bsky.social · 3w ago

Anthropic banning “abusive or cruel behavior” toward Claude in its new usage policies is proof to me that tech companies are going to moderate violence against AI before they ever moderate violence against women and minorities

I think some people forget that deplatforming, firing, public shaming, and other social punishments for rape are the compromise. Justice demands dismemberment. Revenge deserves blood. It’s so fucking easy not to be a rapist. When you choose to become one, you decide to be reviled. That simple.

one reason i am so fixated on fictional theologies where the god(s) are distant/silent/non-responsive but retain their identity as loving/just/omniscient is because this ache for connection to a fake god is how it feels looking for connection to real people most of the time.