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Red Grizzly

@redgrizzly.bsky.social

Hi! I'm an aspiring game dev/designer/artist hopefully making vidya games someday

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Nacre@peanutkix.bsky.social · 4mo ago

This is NacreMoon, one of the leaders of Collective Unconscious. This isn’t a CU official response or something, this is what I want to say. I don’t feel right continuing to keep quiet. Screenshots of notes because I can’t truncate my thoughts and feelings.

I was told about the grooming situation (after the fact) with a very biased recounting of events, asked to defend Hyo if it ever got out, and I fully believe my demotion by the YNO admins on CU was at least partially due to me eventually confronting Hyo in DMs and telling him that I didn’t think he took proper responsibility. I believe this because, during the conversation when Somnium told me about my demotion, he berated me for accusing Hyo of not taking enough responsibility. I was told Hyo did not try to intervene with the victim because he was worried for her mental health and her being suicidal, and even while I felt empathetic that it could be a difficult situation to be in and cause one to make poor judgements, I still thought it was not the correct decision. Eventually the flippant treatment of the situation, such as Hyo calling the victim “mentally unhinged” and claiming that she just had a grudge against him, and the focus on *him* as an equal or even greater victim weighed on me.There are additional ways the YNO admins and their friends treated me, including when I visited a few of them irl, that have grievously affected my own mental health for the past months. Some of my close friends have heard about these, and I did not realize until long after that it was pretty serious. They have a way with making you think every issue is your fault and that you deserve poor treatment. I buried all my misgivings because I was convinced they were good and admirable people and so I must be the problem.I haven’t spoken publicly about this until now because I was afraid of even more retaliation from YNO with CU being in an already fragile state (and tbh afraid of them in general), but I am tired of walking on eggshells and avoiding upsetting people who have done so much harm in this community. I’m sorry for my silence until now; I’m honestly disgusted with myself for ever being friends with the YNO admins. Sam’s transphobia is just another thing they’ve tried to downplay and bury.
xen@xenflow.bsky.social · 4mo ago

i didnt know how bluesky worked and accidentally deleted the first message here but i was saying that i was also in the yno admin clique server and there was a grooming situation and i was close with hyo and aya there and there was a document from the victim showing hyo knew it was happening

cheyennix@cheyennix.bsky.social · 9mo ago

🌻 SURPRISE UPDATE TO FOURMIWORLD! We've added a new experiment, "Fourmiworld 270: ON THE WALL", to the game. Also included are more additions, improvements and various tweaks! There has never been a more optimal time to play the game, whether it's your first run or your 10th!

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cheyennix@cheyennix.bsky.social · 10mo ago

⚠️ THE FOURMIWORLD BUNDLE IS ON SALE FOR THE STEAM WINTER SALE.⚠️ this is not a drill. you will play fourmiworld. you will enjoy fourmiworld. you will become an optimal fourmi. ALL FOR $0.00 AND you can GET THE BUNDLE to LEARN about THE COOL THINGS that you DISCOVER in-game!!!

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cheyennix@cheyennix.bsky.social · last yr.

🐬 Today's Bandcamp Friday so @zapathie and I released one of our old albums, CURRENT on there today! It's the soundtrack to a fictional MMO for the Sega Dreamcast. If you like aquatic-sounding music and need something chill to listen to, check it out!

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