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@ricklockett.bsky.social

No DMs. I'm from the Central time zone. I like liking things. People are inherently good. I do theatre and film sometimes. I'm getting greyer and rounder, but that's okay.

There was a girl I liked named Dolores. She said, "When the violence causes silence, we must be mistaken." ICE agents are still doing evil. The Department of War is still doing evil. Silence isn't evil. But it's a mistake.

I blame every classical composer since Bach for how fast piano keys are striking in my brain right now. Girls. Futures. Possibilities. Waking up in the morning. Cue the first movement if I should fall in love...? It could suck. Then, "Possum Kingdom" happens. What should I listen to?

Another one of my problems with this platform? So much of it is about shitting on people. I don't care if people don't like Brooke Shields' daughter. Get excited about what might drive change.

I've had two people message me on Facebook messenger today asking me if I've started a new account. I'm clearly being spoofed. Time was, once upon a time, I would have immediately posted over there that I was being spoofed. Now, I can't be arsed. Bollocks Meta. #deprogramming

Okay, you know those "Gimme 1 like and I will share a" nonsense pleas for engagement? Gimme 1 like and I will randomly choose one of the 435 members of the US House and write a short fiction about them.

My temp job is testing high school civics essays from an eastern seaboard state. It's illuminating. I score on a scale from 0-4. An embarrassing majority of what I score are zeroes. But some just make me ache: I am so tired i wanna go home out of time

I start a new online job on Tuesday. Tonight marks the third time in a month that Oklahoma weather has knocked out internet for extended periods of time. Dammit, Oklahoma, be cool. I've been working hard to get this.

So a weird thing about me: A girl I've been seeing, but to whom I have said I'm not able to marry her, just texted me, crying, because she made out with someone. And I didn't call her names or get mad at her; I told her I loved her and let's try to figure this out so that everyone is happy.

Born 4 Jul 1938, Bill Withers, US singer-songwriter who had the 1972 US No.1 single 'Lean On Me', & the 1972 UK No.4 single 'Lovely Day'. Toward the end of that song, he holds a note for 18 seconds which is believed to be the 2nd-longest note ever in UK chart history. He died in 2020. #BillWithers

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