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@rinasotherplace.bsky.social
just a different place to deposit my stuff unfinished stuff, reblogs and more nsfw (🔞) stuff that i dont post on my main account (@rmels) 27 | she/her | eng/esp | 🦭🏳️⚧️
this is what i want to be rn, just let me float around, listen to the sounds of the ocean, stop thinking about the world and everything thats wrong with it... i tried to exist today but i just couldn't ,sorry : /
horrible day, thinking about erasing all social and disappearing forever
sometimes my brain is really fucked up, i often think, well maybe is better if kerning just keep dating guys and completely abort the kerning taq relationship in part 3, idk i don't want to give in but the self-destructive part of me is always there, maybe she will be happier that way, idk
I wish my pillow could hug back, is already complicated to create this entire scenario for taq and kerning, the hugging part would be a great improvement, maybe she is not into hugging that much
im really trying to sleep my way through today, is not working
*cool light going through the canvas* i did it, i did a drawing and i received money for it, holy shit. if you like Rin Tezuka, from Katawa Shoujo you can thanks @varahkas.bsky.social for asking me to draw her : )
im rewatching death note, don't ask me why, maybe is the sleep deprivation......
even tops need a brake from time to time, ft kerning and her new buzzcut, also taq is here..........
im going insane, what's going on today why am i so jittery and the thoughts, the yearning ahhhhggg. random cat from the street
day one without sleeping im not loosing my mind or anything, i took some pics i think they are cool, sadly can't show or can idk, probably won't but you should know that they are cool
i haven't been posting my almost regular nsfw drawings in a while, don't be afraid, im doing something else at the moment but ive been thinking about some other stuff like, uncut kerning(?, tail on tail action, and how to forget taq sadly humping a pillow
those little bumps on the areolas plus the hair, god, this setup im rolling with is getting better by the second
the time has come... if you need me i'll be on my dm's and if you know me personally or any of my internet peers you can contact me on discord ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧
i feel like shit, i think im gonna step out of socials for a while, yeah yeah you shouldn't self-isolate but idk what else to do, i don't mean to be the doomer person but i really feel like shit only gets worse, the pills dont work therapy is shit, i cant vent my shit, i wish ive never existed, bye
just saw a picture of two girls kissing lovingly and i got all emotional, what's wrong with me