Also I could totally pull off the bicep heart thing if I was good at setting up my camera for anything
Being in a VC call with a bunch of friends late into the night last night and experiencing again in real time how my demeanor changes when I'm reaching tired delirium and start acting differently
Comm! Vane in lingerie about to get ravished. Muscle, male, collar, cuffs. #grindart
A zen master once posted "ughh no one knows how to lay pipe anymore." An eager student, seeing this as a perfect opportunity for mentorship, petitioned the master "please enlighten me..." The zen master simply blocked them, and at that moment the student was enlightened
USER WAS BLOCKED FOR THIS POST@blockedforthispost.bsky.social · yesterdayPlease enlighten me…
Insane levels of libbing out. Pod Save America seen hunting landlords in the street for sport.
Took an insane looking picture of myself tonight and maybe I've still got the sauce, maybe I can be attractive
shes just so perfect and beautiful oh my god
The Diamond Sea@the-diamond-sea.bsky.social · 3w agoTHERES 2 MORE STAGES WE HAVENT SEEN?! im legitimately gonna explode
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49 year old jacked guy at the gym complimented my physique so I'm riding that high
One thing I realized while I was deleting every trace of my physical form in multiple servers a few days ago was that I have actually gotten stronger, just not in the ways I'd think. Maybe the numbers haven't gone up, but my ability to handle them has. I just need to trust myself and push on.
Every day I am assailed by a meatball or a mosquito and told I am dusty or soggy and this CANNOT STAND
It's very cool that my body issues went from "You don't look good enough" to "Nobody cares about it even if you do, you're just being gross and vain"
In a fugue state deleting every image I've ever posted of myself in discord servers that's provocative in some nature. My body is for myself and the people I feel comfortable sharing it with. Which is gonna end up being basically nobody because there's no interest.
Posting into the void to complain about my inability to enjoy my own body because of my insecurities and desire for appreciation and attention combined with the thought that nobody cares because it's all vapid gym bullshit for narcissists that nobody actually likes
Hey- kinda desperate here- but I'm still unable to work and my HRT refills are on pause until I can schedule an appointment with my clinician, which I must pay out of pocket for. I'm planning to do a subathon for it soon- but I am posting my ko-fi as an additional measure to be safe.
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