Scry

@scry.blackrosebadger.com

Diaper boy, amateur poet, even-more-amateur musician. Snuggly af. Born in '77. Husband: @iridescent0ilrat.bsky.social Owner: @pinkdadger.taxbadger.com Profile pic by @caramelscomics.bsky.social Seattle area. 18+

I say I'm a top, but it's more accurate to say that I'm just very inexperienced with anal sex. I've bottomed twice, and only one time successfully, and I've topped all of three times, twice with the same person.

It is absolutely blowing my mind right now that the Mexican snack "duritos" and the American snack "Doritos" are NOT actually the same thing. I have lived decades in ignorance.

I've never really been into baby talk-- always seemed like an affectation to me-- but I've noticed lately when I get into little headspace, my Rs have kinda been unconsciously softening into Ws a little.

Before tonight, only two moments in video games have elicited in me a very strong emotional response: the apparent death of Agro in Shadow Colossus, and the destruction of Cleyra in FFIX. Only one's brought me to actual, literal tears, just now: the "true ending" to Nine Sols.

Out of chastity for the last couple of days. First time I've been unlocked for more than a day at a time in... I don't even know how long. A few months, at least. Unsure whether I want to lock up again. Unsure about a lot of things. Feeling a great need to simplify my life, get back to basics.

Book I'm reading, "Rabbit at Rest", continues the following sentence: "When they went to the Drechsels' seder, she turned out to be the youngest and had to ask the four questions." Does this make sense to people who weren't raised at least nominally Jewish? Do you know what this means?

I haven't started listening to Bjork's solo discography yet (it's up next), but I think I might actually prefer her work with The Sugarcubes. I'm listening to their last album, "Stick Around For Joy" right now, and it's SO GOOD.

One reason I suck at time management is that lying in bed and snuggling with Oscar always seems like a good decision no matter what else I have to do. No regrets.

Thinking about how weird it is that I never get diaper rash anymore, not even a little bit. Like that's just another way my body's adapted to being in diapers all the time.

Today in words that do NOT mean what I thought they meant (joining effluvium and meretricious): "effete". I thought it was, basically, a short form of effeminate. It is not!

Just got of Teenage Sex and Death at Camp Miasma-- best movie I've seen in a while. Among other things, found it to be a sensitive and intelligent exploration of how BDSM and CNC function to dismantle sexual inhibition (which: highly relatable).