Freeborn Mutt

@shellybeans.bsky.social

She/her ASD/ADHD/BPD don't follow me I don't know where I'm going. Struggling British trans woman. 🏳️‍⚧️ Screaming into the void and hoping somebody, anybody cares. https://ko-fi.com/shellybeans

everybody giving it the "what if you had sex in a mech", "what if ur handler was ur mom", "what if u got injected with goon drugs when u killed an enemy pilot" instead of exploring the far more interesting idea of "what if u had a little instant hot chocolate machine and a crt tv in ur cockpit"

The nurse said I have nice veins. I'm sure they'll find the cause of my depression in there this time! Twelfth times the charm. 😊 They're not monitoring hormone levels. Its been four years.

A freshly drained arm vein with cotton wool taped to it

To die: to sleep; No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to, ’tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish’d. To die, to sleep; To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there’s the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come