Had to go back for a second seizure today 😔 now I can’t really move my left leg. But they still refused an mri to(I have to go that out patient)

His and is being so kind about taking my recovery slowly and letting me find my words. He’s being so sweet. Also thank you again autocorrect holy shit

I’m always so bloated after the hospital 😫 stepped on the scale and I’m still bloated af! I hate water weight!

Thank you for more love guys, it means so much to not be alone. I’m hoping when I go to my doctor on Monday I can beh her to take me seriously. I hope she will be the one to help me find why it happrnef go me as well as the new anemia I’m experiencing (one of the things the er said was fine)

Thank you for the kind words yall 🫂🫂🤍 my family being so dismissive has been heart breaking because they aren’t seeing super strong symptoms so they are like “oh that’s just how Moon is” and my fil just told me to raise my arms on both sides and because I could be was naw youre good????

No one seems to care I had a mini stroke except my husband this is crazy

Ate at maintenance yesterday because I was at the ER. I can lock back in now though

I also had multiple abnormal blood tests but he said and I quote “but this is normal abnormal” and I was supposed to be okay with that

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So I might have had a mini stroke but the doctors only did a CT scan to check for major bleeding and big strokes BUT THOSE DONT DETECT MINI STROKES WHICH THEY THOUGHT MULTIPLE TIMES I HAD

So I might have had a mini stroke but the doctors only did a CT scan to check for major bleeding and big strokes BUT THOSE DONT DETECT MINI STROKES WHICH THEY THOUGHT MULTIPLE TIMES I HAD

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IM GOING TO BLOW MU BRAINS OUT

IM GOING TO BLOW MU BRAINS OUT

At the er again I really hope I get answers plesde plessr

Day 2,000 of my health declining rapidly and doctors not giving a single fuvk!!!

Two days of eating under 800 cals and somehow gained??? 😔😔😔

1,243 cals for yesterday and someone stole my debit card numbers I’m so upset

Had to go to urgent care for what I was hoping was just a UTI, instead I have no uti and white blood cells in my pee and I’ve been practically delirious all day. Please let doctors help me soon I’m so scared

734 cals yesterday!!! 🥰🥰

Me when I have I want to order that disease and it’s terminal 

I feel like I don't say this enough but I love you mutuals and friends I have made on here I'm glad despite all of our circumstances that we have met and have the community we have on here. Sending hugs everyones way who may need it 🫂

My twin and brother’s birthdays have passed and it’s the third year in a row they haven’t said anything to me. I wanted to send them a happy birthday, but they don’t love me anymore and I can’t just say things anymore. If I do it will give me hope and I have to let them go…

900 cals yesterday 😔

Why am I surprised I’m not losing weight faster when I KEEP EATING EVERYTHING‼️‼️‼️

Kitty got meds yesterday and is doing so much better!!! Sneezing less and less runny nose. Poor thing had a cold. I ate at maintenance because my family ordered Chinese last night so I had about 1,050 cals 😔 let’s lock in today moon….

Ate at maintenance like a fucking knob again this is hell

Back to 113lbs 😮‍💨 now I can keep losing from here!

DUMB ASS FIL LEFT THE FRONT DOOR OPEN ANC MY CAT GOT OUT HAD TO SPEND HALF AM HOUR CALLING HER BACK AT 1AM IM GOING TO STRANGLE HIM

My stomach is slowly failing me again…damn this country…do I make a fundraiser to leave and beg a country to take me again??? I can’t escape the food and I don’t want a nose tube again….

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Ate at maintenance again I need to lock in dammit!!!!

I feel so off track and out of control

(Within the context of he is asleep when he does this) I am so sick of getting punched in face in my sleep. Bro almost knocked my tooth out and I’ve got a fat ass lip. This fucking sucks. He’s apologized and cried so much I just…I’m going to tie his hands up in his sleep at this point. Ouch.