Smoosh

@smoosh.bsky.social

Scottish lion. Taken by @werewolfduncan.bsky.social

happy birthday, mum. you'd be 55 today. i'm sorry you passed right before your birthday but we'll pour one out in your honour. love you.

Mum didn't name us in the insurance because she was too sick. Having to wrestle my step-father for it. Also can't bury her in the plot with my sister because it's in my dad's name. Omfg.

Rest in peace mama. First bout of chemo didn’t work, she got sepsis. I love you mum. Thank you for fighting as long and as hard as you have. I don't know how I'm gonna do this without you.

mum has confirmed left lung cancer that's already spread to her lymph nodes, liver and bones with concurrent severe kidney damage. i'm in shock. i dont know what to do or how to react. posting this just to post it i guess

my mother had to be rushed into a&e bc her blood results came back with extremely high amounts of calcium in the blood suggesting leakage from the bones or a thyroid growth, and severe kidney and liver damage yay

teddy hemorrhaged last night and has been vomiting and had diarrhea constantly. so fucking scared for him right now. can't do shit @ vets financially or otherwise. have to do everything i know and hope to god he hangs on a bit longer. he's my whole world. i love you buddy. please hang in there.

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so i got attacked and pinned to a wall by my abusive neighbour yesterday. he had a knife and was screaming and hurling insults at my face and threatening to like, gouge out my eyes and bite off my nose and shit. be patient, mood may be variable for a while

man the shit in my head is bad tonight. reminder to anyone that even on your meds you can crash the fuck out especially if you did something bad and it haunts you. brain says you're the most worthless cunt in the world and that you deserve nothing and you gotta suck it up and wait for it to pass :/