Joy and Co. 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ

@squeakyholly.bsky.social

🔞 she/her/pup 27 (Months? Weeks? Ill never tell), and often diapered Puppykittymousey diaperbound daughter and partner of @viridinum :3 Im a mouse or a cat or a puppy unless Im not, but also even then! (ΘΔ) System of Joy 🐱, Holly 🐶, and Lyra ⚙️

Giving my bird therian partner enriching species euphoria by triggering a shift at Home Depot and then chasing them with a broom until they find the right exit If they find it fast enough they can get raw, shelled peanuts as a reward

I think, ultimatly, Im still not feeling safe with myself in the first place I get scared when I feel that ability or sensation of being little and safe bevause Im still worried I havn't earned it or am pushing it onto someome. I get so scared the voice saying "this is just to humor you" is right

Joy and Co. 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ@squeakyholly.bsky.social · 2d ago

finally hitting me that being told "You don't feel safe enough to be little here" doesn't mean "I gotta lock in and convince myself Im safe" but rather "Hey I need to give my little self grace for being scared right now and comfort her internally how I can for now"

you’ll get so excited you’ll totally forget about the pressure building up down there until your body gives you a five second warning that it’s an emergency and it’s all gonna come out!!! by that point it’s way too late to run to the potty or even pull your pants down right there on the trail…