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I think this is also good analysis for people who aren't systems, as learning to understand the part of you that thinks its helping but currently is doing more harm to your well-being and activity is important. We often internalize bad lessons from abusive environments unknowingly & must unlearn.
CW: emotional abuse How to train your dragon #brainbunnies
been gone a while. just got our first hrt dose today after some planning & stress still anxious as fuck abt self-injections but maybe that's something to get used to
i spent forever trying to calibrate my tablet w my laptop monitor n only as i ended up switching to a proper pc did i realize the issue really was just my laptop after all lmfaooooooaoooo
got a new graphics tablet after having had screenless ones for a while n theres already a difference on how i end up drawing, i js cant find much words yet to describe it
working on our comm page rn and i might literally have to stop ourselves from making sketches super duper polished like last time out of feeling like that's expected of us. they're literally sketches what were we doing bro
think if ever started publicly taking commisions again, simple mc figura avatars could be an option for whenever actually drawing gets hard
ain't even gonn be doin much this af at all bc of a mc friend server openin up at the same time n i feel so bad, but it's not like we have much characters up on af that ppl r gonna find easy to draw lmfaoooo
i actually don't have an opinion for this yr's art fight teams so i might just have to go w/ colours again.. .
[ You are on a path in the woods... ] I'd like to imagine that the voices are little cartoony speech bubbles rather than little people. #SlaythePrincess #Fanart