Only now realizing that maybe the things I keep telling myself are anxiety thoughts are actually maybe paranoia thoughts. Because I don't fully believe them I was thinking "anxiety" but I keep thinking about them and only now do i realize they might be absurd. Have I isolated myself as well? Hmm.
thienaultha
@thienaultha.bsky.social
I draw a lot and write a little | there is original work here and also fanart | fantasy and bards | Saiyuki (Hazel and Gat) | Yugioh (mostly GX and VRAINS currently)| video games #opalineflute (original story works) #saiyuki (my saiyuki fan art)
What if I redrew the witch Hazel art I did in 2017....
If you like my art and think bards are sort of neat you might like my original art account where all my bard characters and more go.
...I did it.. I made a separate account. If you like fantasy and have liked the original work I post, @troubadoursdescort.bsky.social will have more of that. I will still post opaline flute stuff here for now I think, but all the other originals will be over there. There is a new work there now.
Sometimes I listen to musical soundtracks and predictably I go, emotionally, “wow….i love… musicals…”
My midnight diary post tonight is that I have a medical procedure on Thursday and I'm scared because I have to be sedated and they have to look around inside me.
Every once in a while I have a life crisis for a bit and i think it might be happening again. I think I just feel really stuck.
OKAY SO basically I have an idea for a fic about Hazel and Gat not long after they start traveling together, so they're still figuring out how they work, but also run into big trouble. I drew this comic (instead of writing for god knows what reason) as a sort of summary of what would happen #saiyuki
I haven't learned to not post at 3:30am and perhaps I never will. also *rattles the bars of my comics cage* I keep having to make everything comics. I did the hazgat comic and then in the next tab is a drawing of my ocs being intimate and now I have to make that a comic too please help me
OKAY SO basically I have an idea for a fic about Hazel and Gat not long after they start traveling together, so they're still figuring out how they work, but also run into big trouble. I drew this comic (instead of writing for god knows what reason) as a sort of summary of what would happen #saiyuki
I love that whenever Hazel references something in extras, it's always older, "out of date" stuff. Also of course that he and Gat emulate manzai duos.
Opened up my tablet for the first time today and what do I see. a doodle of Char with a gopro on his space suit helmet
Happened to see a clip from turn a gundam and im kinda 👀👀
Started the monhun omega planetes fight and I had a gut emotional reaction to the music and got crushed in 10 seconds lmao
My ankle has been swollen and in pain for several weeks. I'm not sure what happened but having a retail job with this is... something. Trying to keep my hours up though. But I can feel it even when I'm sitting. Appointment is coming up, but I just had to 🫠 for a moment
I have accepted that I can't read a chapter here and a chapter there, that's not who I am. I have accepted that I will need to purchase 17 volumes of pandora hearts, so I can read at least 4 volumes in one sitting continuously until the end. That's the kind of person I am.
Three-quarter view facing right…Mixing it up a little bit this year.
Another year, another drawing of Hazel Grouse in a three-quarter view facing left. Some things never change.