I'd tried to make friends in this fandom and get close to others, to maybe have people to share things with... but I've been scared off too much. Whether it was a joke post I made early on in my blog's life that got shared around and everyone making me feel extremely shamed
❀Hiragi❀
@trammander.bsky.social
Icebrooding/Jijiroda @Tumblr Artist sometimes, thinker never. GW2/Infinikki
Random depresso post. There was someone I wanted to do fanart for, a long time ago. I liked the look of their character, and I even had a piece in mind. Being told to just 'scroll through their tag' when asking for a reference... wasn't really fun.
Almost at 15k words on the fic. I'm estimating maybe 18k or so when it's done... getting close... its almost half as long as Wildflowers LOL
I gotta finish my fic stat bc I feel like the new Fractal is gonna be stealing my ideas (joke, obv)
Look, I don't think we really needed to get rid of the race/gender specific character/relationship tags for GW2 on AO3. I really, really don't think we had to. I'm gonna have to manually copy/paste my tags in the future and it BUGS me big time. Was this ever actually an issue???
hoping I can have this fic finished and posted before the update
Being one of [counts on hand] like 4 people that remember/care that Cadeyrn exists is tough, but being one of maybe two entire people that believe in Cadeyhearne supremacy is tougher LOL
things I gotta finish... someday, lol always gotta make my own dinner w/ these two
It's been 10 years today, and I still can't quite believe how long it's been, while sometimes feeling like it was just barely yesterday. You taught me a lot and were a great guy, and gave me my passion for fishing (both irl and in video games!) Love you lots and miss you tons, dad.
Sprite is just such a baby boy, just constant baby energy emanating from this little shit
Writing the scene of Kaushue fighting V/loxx in my fic and losing my mind bc I have no idea what profession this guy even is bc he never fights. I just have to make up stuff bc I have nothing to go off of. Yes man, give me Nothing.
This has been an extremely well-spent Four Winds! I didn't get the drops I wanted via boxes, but considering I started the festival with 1k and managed to grab the Possesion infu, Lingering Darkness, the Castoran Raptor, Branded infu, and now Seer Transcendence... I'd say I did REALLY damn well
Manifests a world where images don't turn into MS paint-era jpgs when uploaded here
WIP things because I promise I've been drawing lol. Just very slowly on getting some stuff out bc of lack of spoons and just generally being busy. But I have, in fact, been drawing.
How I've been making my gold lately; ever since Ecto, Poultry Meat, and Glacial Shards stopped being worth the squeeze. (Featuring @trammander.bsky.social's Callith with a fresh catch!) #GuildWars2 #GW2
What do we call this? Death-Touched Destroyer Trahearne? The effects of these two together is REALLY cool though...
Oh, that nerf on the ecto = box exchange probably has some people very, very mad
GW2 has a great community that will make fun of you for daring to ask something as problematic and controversial as 'CC please'. Anyway my nearly complete screen is ruined now lol. Nearly 4 years trying to get this btw.
Me when I realise how reliant I've become on my background rain/thunder noises constantly playing to keep the brain demons at bay when I realise i've been getting extra irritable and been sitting in silence the whole time . _ .
A special kind of frustration is wanting to call someone out for the absolutely vile way they've treated someone you care about, but not wanting to drop the person you care about in that kind of drama :(
I like playing on my alt account in GW2 because I like being reminded how far I've come w/ what I have access to. I also hate playing on it because it reminds me how many people in this game are just outright assholes.