work compliance training day and wow so i ever not want to do this

I'm really trying but recovery sucks. I might have gotten four and a half hours of sleep last night

truly my pharmacy is the netflix of estrogen

waking up from another alter's intense dreams is really jarring

oh yay sobbing over mola again at 4:30 am i am not going to have a good day am i

fuck

woke up like an hour ago im going to be very upset if i end up with a migraine

Bed-Stuy/Bushwick girlies: any of you need a roommate? I'm looking for an apartment but you never know.

achievement unlocked: flight of stairs

im getting the new medical garment in tomorrow and not having to wear ace bandages is gonna be such a qol improvement

if i could just be less fatigued that would be better

on Sophie Cunningham and a trans controversy that doesn't involve any actual trans people: defector.com/the-right-ha...

i sat at my desk for an hour and my legs are killing me augh

i'm a technology diyer at heart but i think it was probably better for me to just let tailscale handle the home vpn setup, on reflection

im really glad i got to be here today but i think im gonna try to get alli to take back over. things are stressful

if i get back to being able to do things if i get back to dancing and climbing and being a functional human being i'll feel so much better

ughhhhh all my replies sent at once

if i didn't enjoy cooking for my loved ones so much i might eat lentil soup every day for the rest of my life

sts2 defect a10 ✅

i have gotten eight hours of sleep the last two nights and still feel so fatigued i despise surgical recovery sm

i gotta eat something but my body doesn't want to

they just let me have these it's wild

my thighs hurt whine whine grumble complain

blue to full depth

i need to get better sooner i can't keep sitting on this couch

not having a fucked up piss angle is so underappreciated until you've experienced having a fucked up piss angle. i'm so glad that mini-arc of my life is over

dilated, got back up off the dilating pad, and now my thighs are in tremendous pain

actually the cis community gave me a pass to beat ken jennings' ass. all cis people said "yes its fine, you can take a tire iron to his shins." the mormons double checked everything too, its actually okay for me to hit him with a car

im so tired guh