Turkey Lenin III

@turkeyleniniii.bsky.social

horror webseries creator aka screamer ch/ss, eyestar hypothesis, OCTUROS https://www.youtube.com/@OCTUROS https://www.youtube.com/@EYESTARHYPOTHESIS https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCifFEpb6qhBU8IpfwuMXcEw https://youtube.com/@screamer5779?feature=shared

keepin it real there is nothing but pain and suffering if you pretend you deserve to get anything from art there is nothing at all only working deep into the night or in your spare time trying to perfect something only you can see will bring you any joy otherwise there is only oblivion

ive been through this and ive wailed and gnashed my teeth and all ive done is prove than im not worthy of anything so i quietly accept that i just need to keep going or else i have nothing in my life to look forward to

i hate it when people recognize me as the ch/ss man. that was 10 years ago. have i not improved since. has my years of learning and creating mean nothing? no one cares what ive done since 2016. ive put out a whole volume of work since then but its just nothing

i dont think im a good writer anymore. im unable to write characters that are three dimensional or write a satisfying story or anything. i see everyone else and they write so well. im just only good for visual tricks and no substance

The new episode of ChainmailChasers, CABIN FEVER, goes live at 3 PM CST. But... There's also two bonus videos on the icecreamonkeyfan channel, premiering at 1 PM and 2 PM respectively! Be there!

A picture of a red pixelated smiley face with a glow behind it. It is in front of an arcade cabinet labelled "Cabin Fever." There is pixelated text at the bottom saying "CABIN FEVER".